#until anon

[until-anon]

I need somewhere to vent so it’s gonna be here.

I love my friends. I really do. They mean more to me than anything, more than myself even.

And they’re struggling. Everyone is. And I want to help but I can’t because it’s too hard or I’m too tired or idek what else.

And I’m helpless and I hate it and I hate that I can’t make it better for my friends because they deserve so much better.

Except I’m also really ill. And there’s a balance between being there for your friends and allowing yourself to heal.

Where is the line between ignoring your phone to rest your brain, and leaving your friend having a panic attack on a train, alone and scared and isolated?

[until-anon]

I started making a quiz today.

It's for Thursday.

I think it's gonna be pretty good.

So I guess I have to stick around til then.

[until-anon]

okay. attempt two.

i do want this to be a thing.

i do want this blog to be a place to be free and kind and, hopefully, a positive thing in peoples lives.

i will try to post and reblog things.

i will try, at least.

if anyone finds this little blog, say hi. it’s always nice to know there are other people out there.

until, anon x