I thought i was going somewhere.
But this its kinda like leading to nowhere 😔
seen from United States
seen from Morocco
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seen from United States
I thought i was going somewhere.
But this its kinda like leading to nowhere 😔
I felt sorry i left your things☹
But then i remembered, you even left me unvalued.
Well fuck this shit!
Today at work during a meeting I found out how unimportant I am to my boss. I give my work three years of being there but that’s obviously doesn’t matter to them.. I know everything about my department and been there awhile. But nope I’m not good enough for any type of leadership. I guess it’s because I’m too nice and lack confidence to be a leader :( 3 people got chosen as shift leads and all haven’t been working at my for a year yet! Fucking bullshit!! I would of been fine with just one of them but all 3 newish people?! I felt like shit when my boss announced it. Makes me feel super horrible about myself! I hate how the way I am so much sometimes and I been like this for years! Always ruining stuff for myself :(
For sure, i never did came across your mind since the day you just ghosted me.
You didnt even care.
I know you will never miss me.
I know there is probly nothing for you to be remembered about me.
You may even think of regret knowing me.
Or worse, thinking of me might be despicable for you.
It isnt because of you or them,,, but because its JUST ME. someone not very special. Someone not very talented. Someone not very pretty. someone you can just forget anytime.
That is what you made me feel. After all and among all, you chose to cut ties with me.
And i dont know if someone can ever made me feel special,pretty, hard to forget with. Until then, i may never ever love again.
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I feel so inadequate, so unvalued.
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