Out of reach

falling inlove again & wandering 🍂🍃

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Avoid chasing “proof.”

You already know what you need to know — his behavior isn’t aligning with the kind of relationship you want. You don’t need third-party confirmation to validate your feelings; they’re already valid.

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i just want to express how sad it makes me deleting the pictures and videos i have with the two of us. Eversince that day happened where i found out you texted someone inspite me being crazy over her and had you blocked her, u still find the audacity to communicate her and even used your endearment. like idk which part of me you dont understand after all the explanations after all the tantrums i made still, you were able to that to me.

today whenever im happy i still catch myself taking photos or saving videos , but when its time to post it i hold myself back. why? i checked you soc med and i found you havent even reach half of my posts compared to your posts with me. and im stopping myself to brag about you because all you ever did was lie and decieve me.

its been months now . were still together. we still share the same dreams. but deep inside me im in doubt. my innerself if like preparing for anything you might do again behind me and hurt me again.

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how i wish i was able to post and share here those happy moments we had, those moments before i knew your being deceitful to me.

many times ive tried to delete our photos every time we are fighting, but at the end of the day i recover them because sayang yung memories. but now i got 19days to retrieve them, but wala na kong gana, to think while those moments you were doing something behind my back.

we may be okay rn, we could be doing s*x too, but honestly i feel bad because how could i allow these to myself? i have this feeling na you and me is not gonna be forever , esp what i have found out lately. what you are capable of doing.

🌵how i wish i could be posting happy thoughts here, on this second love story ive found….

why do we have to get hurt

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hooiii naunsa na ni akong bills 😭😂

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nakakapagod pala maging loyal and faithful 😔💔

[my-random--thoughts-deactivated]

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😅😅😅

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Posting this here to remind me all the time.

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Lovers quarrel

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Cant stop thinking about how....he....ate...me 🥹🥹🥹

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My Love🥹

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I felt more loved this time than the last time.

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Confused 😟 if om getting this treatment because its just me or thats how hed really treat anyone in my position. 😞😞

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See how it feels better if myda effort bisan guti. 😌

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I hate you ☹️

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Yep kasalanan ko na naman. 😔 what if he gave up on me? 🤷🏻‍♀️

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Andami ko nang iniisip 🤯🤯 maybe letting me go isnt that bad

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Why does it seem right and wrong at the same time 😵‍💫