So, this sure has been quite a bad start to the year for me; electric shower's stopped working properly, neighbour downstairs kicking off and banging on my front door for attention over her stupid mobile phone because she doesn't even know how a mobile phone works, anti-lockdown and anti-vaccine protests still making things way much harder than they need to be, even had to unfollow someone on here just now over some disturbing controversial reblog I never even wanted to see nor hear about....
Right now, it's about 3 in the morning in England and I couldn't get to sleep because of everything spinning around in my mind..
Right now I'm feeling a bit frightened at everything that has happened over the past 6 or 7 months up to now..
I do get anxiety attacks but they only happen on rare occasions, it is true...
I just want this covid madness to be over soon so I can get back to keeping myself fit for the sake of my own wellbeing... ATM, England is now under a 3rd lockdown and so far, I haven't seen my mum for quite sometime now and I don't know how long it will go on like this for... it's a good job I'm getting vaccinated, but at the same time, the madness keeps on spiralling.. I say I'm ok, but deep down ATM, perhaps I'm not...