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Practicing with chunky pixel art ☮ For my dude @cody_papa_peace #Updownrisefall #upanddownriseandfall #papapeace
I've learned a lot, I have a lot and I work hard to have what I want. These things are nice, yes, but I just want to feel whole.
I'm reminded every day that I need to say "yes, I want to get up and work because it makes me feel good. It makes me happy and I can buy nice things."
And when I'm alone I'm reminded that I'm going to forever be emotionally scarred by those who have taken advantage of me. That I'm a victim of multiple cases of sexual assault. That I cry when when someone yells at me for any reason, or if I'm scared that someone is mad. That I have PTSD from an abusive childhood and onward.
I. Struggle. Every. Single. Day. To. Even. Wake. Up.
I'm now 26 and I'm reminded everyday that I'm strong. I work because I'm strong and won't stop till I'm dead.
Things I Need to Tell Myself
It's taken years to admit and accept these words, these thoughts:
I don't owe anyone a single thing. I do not need another person to complete myself or my happiness. I am happy, alone. I don't need to seek out another person to feel whole. I do not need love from someone in order to love myself. I am beautiful on my own. I am sunshine without the need of fuel from others. I am happy, alone. I don't need to be with someone to prove my self worth to family, friends or myself. I am happy, alone. I shouldn't be afraid to be alone because I'm the strongest person I know. I am not my parents. You can still be incomplete in a relationship and they can't complete you, you must complete yourself and find yourself. I create my happiness. If I want something bad enough I will have it if it's meant to be. I shouldn't force myself to be with someone if I don't feel it's right. It's okay to say no. I am happy, alone.
I repeat some of these sentences more than others because I think about everything all the time.
After 26 years I have finally realized who I am, and I'm happy alone. I do not feel hate. I do not feel anger. I do not feel bitter, for the past is the past and we learn from it.
Favorite new anime on Crunchyroll, My Hero Academia ✨💫💪✊💥🙏🙌🌟✨ #MyHeroAcademia #Crunchyroll #updownrisefall #upanddownriseandfall
From start to finish this table has been a pain in my left ass cheek, but I made it all by myself and I'm proud of it. Thanks YouTube for teaching me how to make things 📷💻▶ #woodworking #2x4table #YouTube #thankyou #upanddownriseandfall #updownrisefall
Finally.
Finally. I can start to grow and go on my new journey. It’s going to be hard but I’m ready.
“Do the thing that scares you.”
Realizing Goku's hair follows the "Mickey Mouse ear" rule
I love you, you goober grape 🍇💜😸
