Major Plate
Okay so we had our second major plate in arch2. The first one, I did okay but my grades are not as high as my other classmates 😧😭 But the second which we did just this morning is a disaster. I didn't finishing rendering it, it looks so simple and yet I didn't get to finish it. I think I'm making myself notorious to teachers. I think they are starting to see me as the girl who is always late and very slow in making plates. I can see the failing grade now. I don't want the teachers or my classmates and specially myself to think that I can't handle this, because I love this course! I love it even though I don't get any sleep, I love it even though I have to sit 4 hrs in one subject, I love it even though we are imprisoned in our college bldg. I just . . . don't know anywhere else to rant so . . . yeah, thanks tumblr. I want to cry because I've been passing unfinished plates so many times now, but my tears just won't come out.
















