#update... i guess

[poltercat]

i have not been doing well mentally and i feel so stagnant

my hearts also just been acting up a lot more than usual, which i think is more just anxiety. but it scares me a lot

also just having a crisis but i think its not as bad as it was before ??? i dont know for sure. which isnt fun. but oh well

i dont know my birthday month is always upsetting in some way, shape, or form. ill get through it. somehow.

[spacedusting]

Okay, just to be sure, the bigass crack thing is a crack in that big window, right?