I guess its about time I make another updates post since it’s been a while, huh?
As always, I’m a lot more active over on my twitter, which is also under the same username, celestemancer o/
Now, with that said...
I’ve been slowly clearing out things I owe, little by little, as much as my health has enabled me to. It’s been a struggle, wanting to balance out doing personal work, doing what is owed, partaking in artfight which I did not too long ago, & in addition also trying to be sure I rest up enough, keep my physical health in check... all while also juggling a myriad of personal stuff that’s been going on that I am not too keen on disclosing.
Regardless, it seems things have been getting better, & I won’t deny I’m definitely in a better spot health wise at least in comparison last year? Like, I’m not constantly landing in the hospital (nor would I want to, given I live in an area that’s a hotspot for a virus....), & I’m actually able to get work done & function better. It’s something to be grateful for, because I was just. Horrible last year.
I have some stuff I’m planning for this upcoming month so long as my health allows for it ! Mainly personal projects I wanna get back to, & well I will admit that even when I hadn’t intended to, I did kinda end up roped back into doing some [email protected] related stuff, which... figures. Can’t seem to escape it since I guess I’m incredibly attached LMAO. But regardless, while I won’t quite disclose what those things are yet, I’m looking to have things pan out well when it comes to that.
Additionally, my birthday’s in about a week from now too (August 8th) ! So there’s that; been kind of reflecting a lot on the path I’ve taken in my life a lot recently.
I do want to mention (since I’ve received some inquiries be it here or on other social media I’m on), that in regards to commission work... I don’t know if I’ll really be opening it again anytime soon. While I steadily clear up what’s owed, I also wanna say I have been doing commission work on & off for like... 3-4 years now? & let me tell you, the burnout is bad for me lmao. So I want to take time to myself, & well, I’ll... figure out what I’m going to do income wise, because its not going to be easy to manage & moreso with having to pay for medication to keep my lupus dealt with, with my dad soon having to undergo a surgical procedure that I have no clue the costs of, & any medical related stuff since stuff in the US costs a lot medically... but that’s details.
I am still trying to take things easy, & stuff seems to be looking up, & I’m holding out hoping for the best. Stuff hasn’t been too great this year in general admittedly in regards to personal issues, but I’m still trying to hold myself together & push forward anyway. It’s not easy though because a lot of the time I do get sad over how I can’t work to the extent I used to thanks to my physical limitations... but. I’m still pushing on anyway.
TL;DR stuff hasn’t been easy behind the scenes but I’m getting by/managing, & pushing forward regardless, & there’s definitely been improvement; & also, I’m going to be 24 in about a week... I’m old LOL.