#uplatethinking

[dancingwithwords]

It's about time that you loved yourself enough to let go of the people who make you hate yourself, and only allow people to get close to you who make you feel like everything you are and can be is perfect; don't you think?

2020, down with these fuckboys, energy vampires, frienemies, satan and accidental family members who make you feel like God was drunk when he made you. Screw them. You are here on purpose, if you wanna be great then you need great people close to you and being great isn't always pretty. That's why you need a solid soul family around you, and it's time we all realised that we're worth that shit.

Excuse my french, it's 04:14AM, I'm in a hospital bed after catching Covid for the second time, and I'm not in a good enough mood to finesse 😂

- Uwa AKA ROSE.

[dabberella]

Up late thinking about life

I can’t sleep so my mind is in overload thinking. It has been over six months since my grandma passed. I never realized how much of a blessing she was in my life. She knew how to keep me grounded and how to teach unconditional love. She was so correct when she said family is everything. I am so thankful for all of the time I had with her she was my shining star. Regardless of any bad times there were the love and happiness outshines any of those times. For that lesson alone I am grateful. I am also grateful for her teachings of relationships. Enjoy the good times and hold on thru the bad times. This quote of hers resonates through me whenever I am truly enjoying life or having a rough day. Understanding this quote means you understand love. If you truly love someone no matter what they do you will stay. Sometimes people break to easy they see something bad and give up. I appreciate that little fighter side you passed on to me. I love you so much and miss you everyday. I know the reason why I am a good parent is because of you. Thank you for teaching me your ways grandma you are forever in my heart. I ask that you stay there forever. I hope you still see me as a mom today and see my wonderful son! He is larger than life right now and I want nothing more than your smile to come back. He got to see you before you left this stage of life and I sing him your special song to remember your love! Not many people could love like you! I wish I could have spent more time with you beautiful woman! 💕💐😘

[aleetsaab]

Feeling confused with life. I don’t know what I want to do. People tell me I’ll know, but how am I suppose to know if I don’t even know what I’m searching for? Sometimes I wonder and ask myself if I made the right decisions. But, the thing is, I’m never 100% sure about things. There’s always those “what ifs”. I feel like I should have something accomplished by now. I feel like a failure, like a loser, like a …nothing. Sigh. Too many thoughts cluttered in my mind.