#uselessme

[butterflygrl62]

I’m a couple of weeks late on reading so many of the Johnlock Christmas stories, but I was *really not in a place to read, comprehend, enjoy anything for a while. I’m not there yet, but at least I’m ready to consider reading them. (Now that Christmas is over, and the majority of the stress is done with). 

[elxierelynx]

My Failure

I smile despite it all, Heart breaking and tears on free fall. I keep my poise and my stand, Even if you dont want to give me a helping hand.

I want to please you and make you smile, But all i do is to keep making you sigh. I want to be of help and be your strength, To be your angel heaven sent.

But i was nothing but a burden, Causing problems all of a sudden. Have i not done anything worth you’re praise? All my good efforts ignored and gone to waste.

All i wanted were for you to be proud of me, You beaming with pride is all i want to see. All I’ve received are your lectures, And be nothing but your life’s greatest failure…

10/31/15 8:35pm

[thesoundofmyhead]

“Ero attratto da tutte le cose sbagliate: ero pigro, senza Dio, senza idee politiche, senza ideali, mi piacevano i cattivi ragazzi.Vivevo nel nulla; la mia era una non esistenza e a me andava bene così. Tutto questo non faceva certo di me un personaggio interessante, era troppo faticoso. Quello che volevo veramente ero uno spazio facile, indefinito dove vivere tranquillo. Volevo essere lasciato in pace.”

[fatkidisme]

No point.

No point to live anymore i guess, no longer important, i guess i know where i stand. I am such a burden aren't i?