Jul 22, 2019
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(via https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_qq9KkLKLAE)
It's been a week of constant cramping for me. I finally get an ultrasound on Tuesday, maybe surgery to remove excess tissue. I've missed a week of work, I feel completely useless. Living with chronic illness really isn't fun. Especially when you need money for bills and yet you legit cannot stand due from pain.
Thank you Satan for my heating pad. Idk what I'd do without it and my cat being extra cuddly this week.
Me: why am I so whiny and dramatic? Why do I suddenly hate myself and everyone else? Why am I eating all the food in the house? Why am I questioning the meaning of my existence?
Me: *remembers what day of the month it is*
Me: oh.
Today, I have had a fever, had a really rough time uterine-wise, and my medicine for my chronic pain has started to decline in efficacy. And my family is warring. The shitstorm on top is that Trump is gonna be president... I'm just gonna give up for now and try again tomorrow... Good night, and good luck.