there's not much to share yet, I've put all of my attention into rewriting & finishing off let's keep it secret (again) and also a ton of random one shots that pop in my head and then get lost in my drafts (how do I finish them off)๐๐๐๐๐
You took the straw out and downed whatever was left of your cocktail.ย
โYou know, I have a car now, I could drive you home.โ I donโt trust you enough to do that. You turned back at him and looked confused. Itโs like he wasnโt actually listening when you told him all those things about yourself. โYou wonโt sit in a car with me?โ He continuously stared into your soul, hoping to hear literally anything come out of your mouth.ย
He clearly saw the answer, you didnโt want to give him any more than that.ย
โYou donโt trust me with that. You trust me with having enough composure to pull ou-.โ He swallowed and dropped his back against the backrest. โI get it.โ He nodded and the next look he gave you dropped you back to your first meeting. Cold and absolutely foreign, pun intended.ย
You didnโt know him at all. You had no idea what kind of person he was. You always needed to remind yourself that.ย
โYou canโt be mad at me for my trauma.โ You hissed.
โI am not.โ And it didnโt take Jaehyun long to hiss back at you. โI just assumed wrongly. I told you, I understand.โย
โWe-, this-.โ You tried to talk and couldnโt come up how to say things the way you wanted to.