#vale rambles

[valevod]

Lowkenuinely tweaking because i wanna post but i have nothing safe to show.

I've been very self indulgent. I need to be shot. Put down.

Get the fucka night hunter outta my head

[thegrandslam]

Se DOC avesse lo stesso hype che c'era per Mare fuori il mondo sarebbe un posto migliore.

[placeinthsworld]

Taylor taking control of her own life is my favorite Taylor to be honest.

[archervale]

I don’t know if anyone cares to read this but today’s been...kind of a mess (and the reason I asked for headcanons and such) 

Basically both of my grandmas have had it pretty bad this year, the one that was in the hospital is doing waaay better now but my other grandma fell a few days ago and broke 3 of her ribs (and I think something happened to her lung? I don’t know exactly what)

My family is all pretty stressed, especially my mom, who has cried a few times and I just can’t handle seeing her crying cause it breaks my heart 

Long story about the whole deal is my grandma fell on Monday and broke her ribs but it seemed as nothing had happened to her, but then she fell again on Tuesday and I think that’s what killed it cause she was in a lot of pain, my aunt took her to the hospital with my mom and they sent her back home saying it’ll heal on it’s own and didn’t even give her painkillers. Today tho another doctor came to see her and told us she needed to be in the hospital, she was in no condition to be at home, much less with that amount of pain. 

And yeah, everything went to hell from there 

She’s now in the hospital and I think she’s doing better but like... she’s 95.... I really hope she gets better 

We also live pretty far away from where the rest of my family is situated so it’s not super easy to just go visit her, so that’s been adding to the stress

So...yeah idek how to deal with all this, I also have to work on my final project and just thinking about that makes me kinda sick 

2017 just doesn’t want me and my family to catch a break apparently 

[valevod]

there's something so weird and even funny about having anxiety so bad it goes from working with people irl to also PvE multiplayer videogames. It's something i've been experiencing a lot rn that im playing Titanfall, im shitting myself all thru frontier defense thinking "im probably ruining everyone's fun rn with my terrible skills". So much so i dont play if my brothers aren't online too. I wanna go back to the time i played as a kid n got 0/10 kill/death scores and didnt care. Maybe i need to go outside. Like dude!!!!!!!!!! , this shits all a game!!!!!! Nobody is coming for you!!!!!!!

[valevod]

I bought Outlast Trials last week and i'm succumbing to it. I think i needed another kind of therapy but this will do.

[thegrandslam]

Appena visto il nuovo trailer della seconda stagione di the Pitt, la tipa mi sta già sui coglioni e gli occhi da cucciolone di Noah Wyle hanno già fatto intendere che, come avevo previsto, quella sarà un nuovo love interest.

Ah e poi honourable mention to Mel che si lancia ad abbracciare Langdon. My autistic queen 🫶

[thegrandslam]

Buonasera, si, è l'1 del mattino però mi sentivo di dovervi un po aggiornare sulla mia vita, dato che sono scomparsa.

Questi ultimi 4 mesi sono stati INCREDIBILI, e non in senso buono, purtroppo.

Mi è capitata una serie di sfortunati eventi e onestamente non so neanche se ridere o piangere.

1. Un mio vecchio amico ha avuto un incidente in moto, morto.

2. A mio zio è venuto un infarto, morto.

3. A mio cugino è venuto un ictus, terapia intensiva.

Ormai non so più con chi incazzarmi e provo un senso di malessere profondo tanto da non sentire più nulla, perché sono pronta a tutto a questo punto.

In ogni caso probabilmente a breve ricomincerò a produrre cazzate da postare, per potermi distrarre almeno un po.