desperately need another best-friends to lovers Sam Golbach fic with fluffy-smut
#also ovulating🤍🎀
༝༚ Summary: Reader plans on telling Sam she likes him as her Valentine’s gift to him, but when she sees him with another girl, she snaps.
༝༚ Warnings: smut, swearing, vampire!reader, blood, blood drinking, compulsion, death, friends to lovers, kissing, unprotected sex, general filth
༝༚ Word Count: 4094
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Today was the day you were going to tell your best friend you were in love with him.
For weeks, you’ve been going over how you wanted to tell him. What you wanted to say, where you wanted to do it.
At the end of the day, no matter how perfectly you tried to plan it, just coming right out with it would be your best option, and you were ready.
Over the years, your simple crush turned into really liking him, then that turned into you loving him. Loving him in secret that is. He was there for you, in your human life, and he continued to stay even in your vampire life.
As a vampire, there were a few things you were scared of. The sun without your ring, wooden stakes, wolves, and Sam not being in your life being the biggest one.
If there was one thing you wanted more than anything else in the world, it’s Sam being in your life, no matter the circumstance. You’d be just friends if that what he wanted, you’d do anything for him.
As said, you love him with your full, dead slash undead being.
You took a deep breath as you walked into the house, glancing around at all of the red and pink decor pretty much blending together.
There were maybe two other vampires in the whole town, Colby, Sam’s other best friend, being one of them. A lot of them fled years ago when they were discovered, but since then, things have settled down and you’ve gotten really good at playing human.
“Glad you could make it.” Colby appears next to you, “Thought maybe you’d chicken out.”
You give him a shrug, “Thought about it, not going to lie.”
“I don’t think you have anything to worry about.” He looks around, “Sam is around here somewhere.”
“I’ll find him.” You look around, “I think I need to do this sooner rather than later, you know?”
He nods, “Right, well if you need anything, you know where everything is at.” He gives you a wink, “Have fun. Good luck.”
You watch him walk away and you take a deep breath as you make your way thought the semi-crowded house. Sam and Colby’s party’s were always bashes, there was never just having a low key get together.
As you round the corner, you come to a stop when you see a girl talking to Sam. The smile on Sam’s face put a knife in your chest.
You reach up, tucking hair behind your ear as you nonchalantly try to listen in.
The girl laughs, “Thanks for inviting me. You and Colby always throw the best parties, I can’t lie.” Sam chuckles, “Yeah, yeah, thanks. I’m glad you could make it. It’s pretty early on, but I’m hoping it picks up soon.”
You watch as the girl reaches out, sliding her hand down his arm, “You look good, Sam. All that running you’re doing is sure paying off.”
He laughs, “You think so?”
She nods, “Definitely, so. How about you save me a dance tonight?“
“Didn’t you come with a date?” Sam asks, sounding confused, and the girl shakes her head “No.” She sighs, “Trevor broke up with me last week.”
“Oh, I’m sorry to hear that.” Sam tilts his head, “I mean, yeah. I can save you a dance later on.”
His words twisted the knife, and you were gone before he could see you were there. You walk down the steps of the porch and Colby rushes out after you, “Hey. Hey. Where ya going?”
“Anywhere but here.”
“What happened?” Colby walks up to you and you turn around, “Sam’s already got a valentine. That stupid blonde bitch who’s been feeling him up the whole time I stood there watching.”
“I don’t-“
“I don’t care, Colby. I am sick of this shit. Sick of myself. Always waiting until it’s too late. Having something I want but can’t have right there in front of my face.” You shrug, “I’m done, happy Valentine’s Day, Colby.”
“Don’t do-“
You were gone.
You come to a stop, pressing you back against the building. You were making sure Colby didn’t follow you, but the sound of laughter filled your ears, catching your attention.
You turned around, watching as a happy couple walked past the ally. You crinkle your nose, eyes flickering dark as the hatred for happiness grew larger.
You vamped around the building, stopping right in front of them.
Their smiles fade and the girl looks up at the man. The man tilts his head, “Can we help you?” You let out a sigh, “Yeah, you can actually.” You look into his eyes, “Go down that ally.”
You look at the girl, “Follow him.”
They turn, walking down the ally, and you jump the girl, sinking your fangs into her neck. As you lean back, your hand sinks into her chest to retrieve her heart.
You turn, smirking at the guy whose eyes jump between his girlfriend’s body and the organ in your hand, “Love never dies a natural death, right?”
You drop it before shoving him against the wall, ripping into his neck to drink him dry. You step back as his body drops down next to the girl.
You wipe your mouth on the back of your hand and walk down the ally, laughing to yourself until you feel your phone buzzing in your pocket.
You pull it out, letting out a sigh when you see Colby is calling. You decline, stuffing your phone back and moving to your next spot.
You walk into a bar, mentally gagging at all of the love that’s floating around. You make it to the bathroom, washing the dried blood from your hands before making your way up to the bar.
The bartender‘s brows furrow, “You’re alone?”
“You seem shocked.” You tilt your head and he shrugs, “Pretty girl like you shouldn’t be alone on Valentine’s Day.”
You shrug, raising your brows, “People suck, what can I say?”
“Here.” He gives you a shot, “On the house.”
You smile, “Thank you.” You take it and spin around on the stool, your eyes immediately landing on a blonde that looks like Sam’s new girlfriend.
Disgust flooded your body.
Next to her was a guy, and the way he looked at her was full of love, “Ew.” You roll your eyes, leaning back as you waited for one of them to get up and walk up to the bar.
The guy walks up, and you couldn’t help but think how perfect this was. You look over at him, “Hey.”
He looks over at you, giving you a nod, “Hey.”
“That your girlfriend over there?” You point and he nods, glancing back with a smile, “Yeah, she’s perfect, isn’t she?” He looks back at you and you stare into his eyes, “Break up with her, leave, forget you spoke to me.”
His smile drops and he stands up straight, “I think I’m going to break up with her though.”
“Oh, that’s too bad.” Your fake pout turns into a smirk as he walks back up to her, her gasp sounds through the whole bar, “No, no. What? I don’t- Link, please. It’s Valentine’s Day!? You can’t do this!”
She sobs as he walks away and she gets up, running to the bathroom. You let out a sigh, smiling as your eyes set on a new target.
A couple dancing at the end of the bar.
You purse your lips as you see the girl pull away from him to go to the bathroom. You get up and walk down to the guy, “She’s pretty.”
He laughs, “Oh yeah, don’t ask me how I got her because I don’t even know myself.” He takes a sip of his drink, “Can I ask why you’re talking to me? It’s just if Casey comes out and sees me talking to you, she won’t be happy and I don’t really want that.”
“You really love her, don’t you?” You tilt your head and a cheesy smile appears on his lips, “Yeah, I can definitely see myself marrying her.”
“Gross.” You sigh, locking eyes with him, “When she comes out, I want you to break her heart. Tell her you’re done, leave, and forget we talked.”
You go back and sit down, glancing over as the bathroom door swings open, and soon enough another heart was broke and her crying was music to your ears.
You let out a sigh as you get up and walk out of the bar.
As you turn, you run into someone and you roll your eyes, “Don’t you have a party to host?”
“I think keeping you from going on a Valentine’s Day killing spree is more important.” Colby crosses his arms, “Found two. One with her heart ripped out, which, was very telling on who did it. Are there anymore?”
“Yeah, but they’re not dead. Just two broken hearts, crying in the bar bathroom.” You motion with a laugh, “Anyway, good talk.” You pat his shoulder and walk away.
He vamps in front of you, “Why are you doing this?”
“Doing what?”
“Don’t play dumb. Why are you out here playing killer Cupid?” He tilts his head, “Did you even talk to Sam?”
“No, but I heard enough. Oh, did they have their dance yet? I hope I don’t miss it.” You give him a devilish smile and he scoffs, “That’s not his- Sam isn’t into her.”
“Yeah okay.” You roll your eyes, “Seriously Colby. If you don’t leave in the next three seconds, the next person that walks by, happy or not, is dying.”
He crosses his arms, “You’re bluffing.”
“Am I?” You squint, smirking as you see a girl walk out of the bar. You grab her and vamp into the ally, fangs in her neck.
You look up, watching as Colby’s eyes darken but quickly return to normal, “Stop. Stop!” He vamps forward, shoving you back before biting his wrist and pushing it to her lips, “You can’t- do you even know what kind of risk you’re taking by doing this?”
“I don’t give a fuck, Colby.” You turn, “Just go back home. I’ll be fine.”
“So you’re going to run, take out your anger on people who don’t deserve it?” He yells after, and you stop, “All of this anger, was once love, Colby, and that’s something you of all people should really know. You remember Eve, don’t you?”
He clenches his jaw and relaxes, “Okay.” He scoffs, “Run. Do what you do best. But just remember, while you’re out here throwing a tantrum, Sam is back home, dancing with that girl who isn’t you.”
You clench your jaw, thinking, he wants a reaction. But you don’t give him one. You shrug, turning to walk away before getting out of there as fast as you can.
As you’re walking, you see a couple standing down by the river. You lean against the light pole, watching as he gets down on one knee and you scoff as the girl starts screaming yes over and over again.
“Oh my god.”
You vamp down, faking the overly happy attitude, “Congratulations you two! I just seen the whole thing from up there and I just had to come down and tell you how fucking gross that was.”
The girl shakes her head, “I’m sorry, it- what?”
“Come on, Lynn.” The guy takes her hand and pulls her, “We’re leaving.”
You vamp in front of them again, “Sorry, if I let you leave, that’ll look bad on my part.” You laugh, “you know, the one who now hates Valentine’s Day letting two happy people go.. that wouldn’t match the image I’m trying to uphold.”
“I’m sorry I think-“ The guy gasps as your hand plunges into his chest and the woman screams, “Oh my g- Help! Help!”
“Shut up.” You stare into her eyes, and she goes silent, “Not another fucking sound.”
You pull your hand from his chest cavity, extending your arm out, “Here. Hold this.” You drop the bloody organ into her hands and push the guy back over the fence, watching his body plunge into the water.
“Now, for you.. I think I’m going to-“
“Y/n?”
You freeze, “You’ve got to be kidding me.” You turn around, Sam walking down the steps towards you. Colby stands at the top, whispering, “You need to stop this shit.”
You roll your eyes at Colby and look at Sam, “Why are you here?”
“Colby told me.” He stops, “He told me everything.”
“Oh did he now?” You turn back to the woman, taking the heart from her hands and throwing it into the river. You look into her eyes, “Forget about everything, including your dead ass fiancé. Go home.”
She blinks, looking around, “Excuse me, I’m just heading home.” She gives you a smile and you look back at Sam, “There. I didn’t kill her.” You look up at Colby, “Happy now?”
Sam walks up to you, “What’s going on with you?”
“What’s going on with me?” You scoff, “That’s rich coming from you.”
He shakes his head, “What do you mean?”
“Nothing.” Your hands slap your thighs, “Just, go home. Have fun with what’s her face.” You walk away but Sam’s words stop you in your tracks, “No. I wanted to be there with you.” He sighs, “I was planning on doing the same thing you were.”
You slowly turn around, “what a wicked way to treat the girl that loves you, too. Flirting with her right back. Allowing her to touch your arm and give you a sob story of how she was alone on Valentine’s Day.” You scoff, “Please. You didn’t seem like you wanted me there. You looked pretty content with fake blonde Barbie. Oh, and not to mention that you agreed to give her a dance later on? Fuck. That.”
“I was just being nice, and I-“
“I wanted to rip her head from her body, Sam. I don’t think you understand how much I actually fucking love you. Human, vampire, my love for you did not change, and to hear what you said to her, and what you’re saying now.. I just-“
He plants his lips on yours, “I was never going to dance with her.” He presses his lips to yours, “A part of me, I don’t know what it is, but a part of me wanted to see her face when she saw I was with you.”
“Oh..” You pull your bottom lip between your teeth, “That.. I could have gotten behind that.”
“If you would have just came to me instead of jumping off the cliff and going on a killing spree..” he chuckles slightly, “that’s..” he clears his throat, “That’s not okay by the way, but um.. what do you say that we go back to your place, get you cleaned up, and we just… talk, or whatever?”
“Yeah, yeah..” You nod, “We can do that.”
He presses a kiss to your lips and nods, “Good. Now come on, my little bloody Valentine, before you get caught.”
He takes your hand and you walk up the steps towards Colby. You stare at him with a cold expression, “I’m not saying thank you.”
“It’s fine, you don’t have to right now, but you will.” Colby smirks, “Eventually.”
You roll your eyes, “Uh huh.” You look at Sam and he laughs slightly, “You probably already heard, but we’re going to her place.”
Colby nods, “Okay. I’ll see you tomorrow. Happy Valentine’s Day.” He gives you a wink and you flick him off with a laugh.
You and Sam walk down the road, “I don’t scare you?”
“Why would you scare me?” He glances down at you and you shrug, “I’ve killed people, Sam.”
“I mean, it’s not okay, but you’re.. you. You have stuff normal people don’t.. and you didn’t go right to the source, meaning me.” He laughs, “So I mean, it’s fine with me. I don’t know, I’m just glad that we finally get a chance to talk about everything.”
“Yeah, I’m sorry I went all killer Cupid over you.”
“Killer Cupid?” Sam laughs, “That’s a good one.”
“Yeah, when Colby caught me after the bar, that’s what he called me.” You laugh, “I just.. being a vampire, everything is so heightened and I just- that jealousy part took over and nothing else mattered.”
“It’s okay.” He wraps his arm around your shoulders, “Let’s just get home, and we can talk about it there.”
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Sam’s eyes flick to yours as he wipes off the corner of your mouth, “There.” He drops his hand, “I think we got all of it.”
You look in the mirror, nodding, “Yeah. All clean.”
He smiles, reaching up to turn your head towards him by your chin, “Look at me.”
You look from his lips to his eyes and he takes a deep breath, “I’m sorry for making it seem like I was leading you on. I’ve been sitting on my feelings for a while, and when you turned.. it just.. it changed everything. I didn’t think you’d want to be with a human, I don’t know how that works.”
You slide your hand up to his neck and you press your lips to his, “Let me show you exactly how it works, okay?”
He smirks, “Please.”
You pull him with you to your room and he pulls you closer by your hips, his lips moving with yours. You slide your hands up his sides, pushing his shirt up with them.
He pulls his shirt over his head, tossing it to the floor and he watches as you take off yours, dropping it with his.
He smirks, pulling you to him and he walks you over to the bed.
You quickly flip around, and he chuckles, “I’ll never get over how fast you are.” You smirk as you straddle his waist, leaning down to kiss down his neck and chest. You move down to his jeans, kissing across his stomach before sitting up.
Your fingers undo the button and your eyes flick up to his as you pull down the zipper.
His breathing quickens as you tug the fabric down his legs. He reaches down, pulling you back up to him. He rolls you over, his body over yours as his lips meet yours.
He kisses down your chest, stomach, and stop above the band of your sweats. He pulls them down with your panties, kissing along your thighs before going back up to your lips, “I love you.”
You slide a hand up, tangling it in his hair, “I love you.”
He reaches down, freeing himself from his boxers and you bite your lip as you spread your legs wider. He rubs the head of his cock against your cunt before slowly pushing in.
Your brows furrow as your head tilts back, your nails on your hand that isn’t holding his hair, sink into his shoulder and you let out a moan.
Sam kisses you and down your neck, groaning lowly as he pushes in more, “Fuck, you feel so good.”
You gasp as he pulls out, thrusting in deeper, “Fuck, yes.” You whimper, turning your head to press your lips to his.
He groans lowly against your lips, “I’m so sorry I kept you waiting.” He kisses your forehead, “Fuck.”
Your back lifts from the bed, “Don’t be sorry, just focus on what’s happening right now.”
He kisses down your neck, moaning against it as his thrusts grow faster. Your legs tighten around his waist, panting as he repeatedly hits that spot that’s shoots jolts of pleasure all through your body, “Fuck, fuck. Right there, baby.”
You drag your nails up his back as you moan loudly, “Feels so good.”
He smashes his lips to yours, swapping moans with you as your lips move in a heated sync. He slides his hand down to your hip, rolling over and you move as he pulls you with him.
You instantly take over, leaning forward to plant your hands by his head as you bounce your hips up and down.
Sam was captivated by you.
He always thought you were the prettiest thing he’s ever seen, but seeing this side of you took him to a whole new level.
“F-fuck.” He bucks his hips upward, “You’re so fucking good at this.”
You slide a hand over to rest on his neck, leaning down to press your lips to his. His hands slide around to your ass, gripping tight. Your walls squeeze around him, moans growing louder as you feel yourself creeping towards that ecstasy, “Almost there.”
You bury your face into his neck, moaning out loudly as you guide yourself through your own high.
Sam rolls you back over, attaching his lips to yours as he picks up thrusting once again, “To be with you.. is all I want..”
You look up at him, “That’s all I want, too.”
He kisses back your jaw, stopping to whisper in your ear, “I want you to turn me. I want to be with you forever.”
Your breath hitches in your throat and you pull him closer, “Are you sure?”
He nods as he pulls his head up, “I want you. I want to be everything you are, right along side you.”
You feel the burn of tears forming in your eyes and you nod, “I can do that.” You smile, pressing your lips to his, “I love you.”
“I love you.” He cups your cheek as his thrusts grow sloppy, “Fuck, fuck.” He groans as his cock twitches, thrusts slowing down until he stops.
He presses a kiss to yours lips and rolls off of you. You move to lay your head on his chest, listening to his heartbeat, “Are you sure you want this?” You sit up, looking into his eyes, “I just- you’ve always liked living the human life, I don’t want you to resent me later on for turning you.”
“I could never resent you.” He reaches up, running his thumb over your cheek, “I want us, I want to run around the world with you. I want to love you for as long as I can.”
You smile, leaning in to kiss him, “I want that, all of that.” You run your thumb across his cheek, “When do you want to do it?”
“Now.”
“Now?” You raise your brows and he nods, “I don’t want to wait any longer.” You nod, “When you wake up, you’re going to be hungry. You’re going to feel all of your senses at once, but I’ll be right here. I’m going to help you.”
He nods, “I trust you, baby.” He turns, pressing a kiss to the palm of your hand, “I’m ready to spend a long, long life with you.”
You smile, bringing your wrist to your lips and you bite down. You press it to his lips and he closes his eyes as he drinks your blood.
You pull your wrist away, moving to grab your clothes and slipping them on. As sam gets dressed, he looks over at you, “How are you going to-“
“I’ll do it quick.” You get back into bed, “Just, come here.” You hold your arms out and he sits down, laying back in your arms. You wrap your arms around his head, taking in a deep breath, “I love you.”
“I love you.”
You close your eyes as you hear a crack, laying his body back on the pillow. You press a kiss to his lips and sit up, entering the waiting period.
A few hours later, Sam sits up in a gasp.
“Hey. Hey.” You vamp to him, “It’s me.”
“Y/n?” He pulls you in, “Oh my god.” He starts to laugh, “It worked.” You nod, kissing his head, “It worked, baby.”
He leans back, “I love you.” He pulls you in, pressing a kiss to your lips. You smile within the kiss, “I love you. Come on. Let’s go complete the transition, make you my bloody Valentine.”
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I know this a day late- but I hope you love it anyway! I love you so so much! Thank you for reading! Catch you in the next one! 🖤
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