#vanillow

[formulapookie]

ohhhh my god. ‘i forget all about myself when you're here’ for the fic ask PLEASE

also for @hastaelamanecer who asked me about this

okk so yeah been overwhelmed by everything and as of now I've NAWT begun writing this in a serious manner BUT I have plot points

I love the ideas and I love the general structure I want to give to the fic I just need to at least finish studying for my french exam and the I'M GOING TO PUT MYSELF TO WORK I SWEAR

[anitalianfrie]

even if it kills me — i feel like this is angsty so i have to know…

So fitting for you to pick this wip because it's the cyborg au....

I've not written anything for it yet it's just waves hands around nebulous concepts besides being a rosquez reconciliation and marc learning to love himself. And some flashbacks to the good ol days (2013). So yeah nothing much but I love it, especially the title because to me it talks about resilience. I picked it a month ago while I was egregiously struggling with school and the full sentence was "ill make it even if it kills me" because it would be like. A figurative death? A momentary one? If it even makes sense?

[anitalianfrie]

🌺!!! <3

[anitalianfrie]

🖌 and 🌟 (:

🖌️ yes I do have tattoos, and I'm already planning more! I have two (bc I'm superstitious only when it suits me)

The first one is for a song I used to listen a lot during quarantine and that is dedicated to all the people I love, but especially my grandma (she had died recently when I first thought about getting it). Tadb means "ti amo di bene" which kinda difficult to translate for English speakers bc you only have one way of saying I love you while we differentiate between platonic and romantic love. But it would be like, a super strong "I love you" that you say to someone you're not in love with (idk if this makes sense sorry)

And the second one is a good omens tattoo, because I love the book and the series so so much and I think they kinda. Shaped me? In some way. It just means so much to me.

And I'm planning at least a third tattoo which would be a sketched dalek on my ankle

🌟I'm a Leo :))

[formulapookie]

17/24/30 for the fic asks (((:

thanks for asking :)) <33

17) Talk about your writing and editing process -> oh dear. Uhm. ok I'll try but it's actually really random. As per the writing part -> I usually have to be at home, preferably on my bed and on my laptop, I sometimes use my phone if for example I write un my Note App or if my pc is at home and I'm away.I do not use music during the writing process because it takes my mind off it and I need to be very concentrated on it, so door closed, comfy outfit and no sounds. Concerning the editing one I simply revise all my doc for grammatical errors first, then check my paragraphs to make sure they're good and eventually I have that poor soul of my friend act as a beta reader, but sometimes I don't want to bother so I just read it myself entirely. For the editing part ALWAYS with my computer, it's a lot easier for me to see things and correct mistakes with the computer (here I sometimes put on music but it's rare)

24) How do you recharge when yoiu're not feeling creative? -> I read! I read my old works or wips, other's people works which align to the one I'm currently blocked on but I also read classics (I love classics) and idk why but especially French ones in French because the way those authors have with words usually lighten the creaativity spark back :) This is a bit more dumb but I try to recite my wip/s too, like sometimes as self insert with an outside perspective sometimes as one of the characters

30) Share a fic you're especially proud of -> well absolutely the one I consider to be one of my best works is I'll commit your every scar to my memory because yeah, self introspection, fear of ageing, of not fitting in and being replaced is something I feel a lot, because by practicing a sport where I am constantly meeting younger people ready to surpass me is stressing and having people close to me comment on how I'm beginning to get old for them and how the new ones are faster and better it's uhm a lot. Like sometimes I need a break and I know I should get one but I fear I'll fall behind and that training less will get me fucked up.

[anitalianfrie]

went onto ur blog while eating my lunch and nearly choked and died when i saw ur header ☝️

A beautiful gift from the amazing @shooters4yuki

[supafrootee]

I just read over my fic, it's filled with spelling/grammar errors. Too many to fix, when I wrote I rushed it and went with the flow and you can tell! Its borderline unreadable in places 😅 Thanks for your encouragement though! Means a lot! I'll give you the more interesting details though. Basically Shadow has confessed to Vanilla about wanting to give up control and how she has to fight for it as a mother etc. She was his domme basically. He nicknamed her V though. Do you want to know more?

Oh gosh it be like that sometimes. Honestly there are times where I look back at something I speed wrote and I'm like... damn bitch 😭💀 that sounds super interesting 👀 so yes, if you have more I would love to hear it!

[supafrootee]

oh yeah Black Velvet will hopefully be up sometime in November 👀✌