#veeone-bye

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It's all going to shit...

A phrase I said when the Sam Pepper shit storm happened, also a phrase I used a lot when the VeeOneEye shit storm happened and now it will be commonly used by me as the KarimAbridged shit storm starts

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Best Friends Forever (VeeOneEye Imagine)

(Trigger Warning)

Your POV: ‘That night when you had no one else to call, sick to your stomach on the floor, you were calling me like, Doctor! “Doctor! Doctor!” Worst. Friends. Forever.’

My phone rung telling me that my best friend Jason was calling me. I quickly reached over to the coffee table and picked up my phone answering the call.

“Hey Jason, what’s up?” I said as I answered.

“Hey (Y/N), I was just planning a movie night tonight, you wanna come?” Jason asked.

“Yeah sure, just let me get changed and then I’ll leave.” I said getting up off the couch.

“Ok, but could you let me in? It’s really cold outside.” He said and I could almost hear him shaking.

I ran over to the front door and opened it, to see my lovely fluffy haired friend. “Are crazy?” I asked pulling him inside. “It’s like -2 degrees out there.” I brought him into a hug trying to help warm him up. As we pulled away I looked down for a brief second, noticing he wasn’t wearing shoes either. “Um Jason?”

“Yeah?” He asked walking over to the couch and sitting down.

“Why aren’t you wearing shoes?” I asked sitting down next to him.

“Oh I couldn’t find mine so I just walked here without them.” He smiled making me giggle.

“You’re absolutely mental.” I said lightly shoving his arm.

“No I just like to see my best friend.” He smiled poking his tongue out at me.

“Don’t you poke your tongue out at me.” I giggled.

“Come over here and make me then!” He laughed.

“Ok.” I smirked and started tickling him.

After a a minute of me trying to tickle him we ended up play fighting for about half an hour. Soon after we ended up watching a movie, then making dinner. It was about 9 when we finally finished washing the dishes.

“Wanna go for a walk?” Jason asked asked wiping his soapy hands on my face.

“Sure.” I giggled.

He grabbed my arm and our jackets pulling me out of my house and towards the park. When we got to the park Jason instantly pulled me over to the best climbing tree. He rolled the sleeves of his jumper up to make it easier the climb the tree, then he reached for the lowest branch and started climbing. When he got to a safe enough branch to lean down and pull me up I noticed faint white scares littering his arm. When I was safely sat next to him in the tree we sat in a comfortable silence till I couldn’t stop myself from asking about the scars. I gently took his hand in mine and took a closer look at his scars. When he realized what I was looking at, he tugged his hand away and pulled his sleeves down.

“It’s not what you think, it’s from playing to the cat all the time.” He said quietly, looking down at the grass below the branch we were sitting in.

“Jason, I’m not stupid, you haven’t had a cat for 3 years now, and those are recent.” I said sadly.

Jason kept quiet, no sign that he was even close to saying anything, anytime soon so I looked up at him asking him why he did it but he wouldn’t say, let alone even look in my direction.

“You can tell me Jason, what happened to best friends forever?” I asked.

“We’ll always be best friends, but I just can’t tell you.” Jason said, I caught a glimpse of tears watering in his eyes before he jumped out of the tree and started walking out of the park.

“Jason wait.” I said trying to climb out of the tree but one of the branches snapped and I fell from the tree.

But I never hit the ground, instead someone caught me. I looked up to see Jason looking at me, a worried look painted across his face.

“Are you ok?” He asked, standing up and holding me bridal style.

“Uh, yeah I’m fine, thanks.” I smiled at him.

“C’mon, I think it’s time we get this movie night started.” He said and walked all the way back to my house carrying me. I had asked him many times to put me down because I have my own legs and I can walk but he refused, say that it was too much of a risk because I had just fallen out of a tree.

We got to my house and Jason opened the door walking into the lounge room placing me gently on the couch. “Ok so which movie should we watch first?” He asked walking over to my collection of DVDs.

“Nemo!” I shouted like a 5 year old.

“Ok Nemo it is.” He said taking the disc out of the cover and putting it in the machine. He sat next to me on the couch and played the move.

4 Hours Later

We were up to our 3 movie and I was already spread out across the lounge. My head resting on Jason’s lap. We ended up deciding that we’d just have a Disney movie marathon for a while so we were currently watching Snow White. After a long argument over watching it and not watching it.

“Depression.” Jason said suddenly making me look at him confused. “That’s why they’re there.” He said and it made sense to me, he was talking about his scars.

“You had depression?” I asked shock ran through my body, I would have never expected Jason, my best friend, the one who always smiles and never shows fear, would have depression.

“Yeah, uhm when I was 9, my brother, he and his girlfriend died in a car crash while they were driving me to a friend’s house. I was knocked out, when I woke up I was in hospital. When mum brought me home, the rest of my brothers and sisters blamed me for it, I knew that my mum and dad also blamed me as well. I always tried to tell them it wasn’t my fault, but they never believed me. About a month later I started having nightmares about it. It just kept replaying in my mind. There was blood everywhere, they were both screaming, me clinging to my backpack that I brought with me. The nightmares lasted for months, my mum couldn’t handle me waking up and screaming in the middle of the night so she took me to all kinds of psychotherapist’s and doctors that put me on all sorts of medication. It didn’t take long for the kids at school to find out, and then I was labelled the freak at my school. It didn’t help that I wore black everything and my hair was different, I was already an outcast but by then I was a freak. When I was 11 the nightmares had gone but because of the nightmares I had, I could stay in the dark for longer than 2 seconds without my mind replaying the car crash. When I was 13 I was I took my two youngest sisters for a walk down to a park near our house, I told them to stay at the playground while I went and bought some food for us, but when I came back they had disappeared. A year later I was walking home from school and I took a short cut down a street that nobody normally goes down, simply to avoid any more punches, but instead I was raped. When I was in year 9 everyone had girlfriends, except for me. One girl, she told me she liked me, that she didn’t care that I was different. So we soon became friends, she was the only person I would talk to, I had stopped talking to my own family. On her 15th birthday I decided that as a present I’d take her out to an All Time Low concert then ask her out, which I did and she said yes. When I was 16 she committed suicide because all the kids at school were bulling her for dating me. That’s when I fell into depression, I had already caused the death of three people, the disappearance of two and I was raped and I wasn’t even an adult yet. I had started cutting not long after she killed herself, I blamed myself for all of this so every time I cut all I had thought about is how I deserve it for killing people and hurting everyone. I’ve tried to cut too deep and I’ve overdosed on pills before but someone always managed to find me and save me. But I’ve been clean ever since I met you, I’ve been great ever since we’ve been friends, but I’m so worried that something will happen to you, I don’t want to be the reason something terrible happens to you I don’t think I could handle it.” Jason was sobbing but the time he had finished talking. I moved closer to him and pulled him in a tight hug.

“Shh, shh it’s alright, nothing’s going to happen to me and none of this is your fault, you didn’t make any of this happen, it’s all just tragic incidents that have happened.” I said kissing the top of his head.

“I slipped up last week though, when you went on holiday, I thought you’d never come back, and I just, I don’t know what I was thinking.” He sobbed even harder.

“Jason, I’ll never leave, even if you want me to, you’d just be stuck with me.” I said a light smile on my face.

“I could never want you to leave.” Jason said looking in my eyes.

“Best Friends Forever?” I asked putting my hand out for him so we could do our special secret hand shake.

“Best Friends Forever.” He confirmed then pulled me into a tight hug.

Ok I know it's not that great but it was like 2am when I wrote it so sorry.

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sorry this songs hits really close to home and means a lot to me so i kind of started tearing up toward the end so my voice cracked just ignore it 

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i miss you and i'm sorry i've been such a crappy friend person lately

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god bless you <3

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