⏳ . A gender that feels like the trauma of being sexually abused, the feelings of hopelessness and impurity, hypersexuality and oversexualizing yourself during a manic episode, the gnawing, empty ache in your chest when you remember what happened, restlessness, not knowing how to feel about anything anymore, and just wanting to reverse what happened so you don’t feel this broken anymore.
Self indulgent vent coin.
Only for people who have experienced SA and (hypo)mania.
[ID: Cavaeculine flag. A wide, slightly indigo dark grey stripe that takes up most of the flag is in the middle. At the top are two small stripes in dull grey blue and lighter dull grey blue. At the bottom are two small stripes in dull grey violet and lighter dull grey violet. End ID]
[ID: Cavaeminine flag. A wide, slightly indigo dark grey stripe that takes up most of the flag is in the middle. At the top are two small stripes in dull grey pink and lighter dull grey pink. At the bottom are two small stripes in dull grey indigo and lighter dull grey indigo. End ID]
Points for Team Comedy: 5 pts
[ID: A yellow divider shaded at the bottom with "Team Comedy" written on top of it in the same color, both the divider and the text are outlined twice with white and darker yellow. End ID]
Cavaeculine: When ones masculinity/maleness is hollow, empty. There is a hollow space where masculinity/maleness 'should be'. Instead of masculinity/maleness there is a aching nothingness. If you tried to put masculinity/maleness there, it would 'not fit right'. These feelings may come from dysphoria, depression, both or neither. Created with transfems/women and nonbinary people in mind, but can be used by anyone. Some themes may include: emptiness, hollowness, the void, black spaces, muted colours, depression, vent posts, confusion, misfits and losers, etc
Cavaeminine: When ones femininity/femaleness is hollow, empty. There is a hollow space where femininity/femaleness 'should be'. Instead of femininity/femaleness there is a aching nothingness. If you tried to put femininity/femaleness there, it would 'not fit right'. These feelings may come from dysphoria, depression, both or neither. Created with transmascs/men and nonbinary people in mind, but can be used by anyone. Some themes may include: emptiness, hollowness, the void, black spaces, muted colours, depression, vent posts, confusion, misfits and losers, etc
Note: These terms were created sort of as a vent term for me. Specifically Cavaeminine. These terms were based on my dysphoria and lifelong depression (MDD). When using words/terms like 'hollow' and 'aching emptiness' the specific feeling I was referring to was the ache you get when you're realy hungry. Like an angry void inside you. The blankness and dull feelings were inspired by the feelings of depression that are quite common to me.
These terms are not exclusive, transfems can use cavaeminine and transmascs can use cavaeculine, as long as the user feels the term fits them.
❄️ . A gender that feels alert, hyper, happy or euphoric, confident and restless, as if high on meth.
Over time it may start to feel hopeless, depressed and exhausted, but this doesn’t have to be part of the gender for everyone.
(Disclaimer: I am in no way glorifying this drug. I created this gender because I have experience with it, and over time it’s become a part of my (gender) identity. Do not use this gender to glorify this drug or its effects.)
This gender is meant for people who have experience with this drug. I can’t stop you from using this label if you don’t, but do so respectfully.
