#vent dad

[h3adf1rst-4-hal0z]

Realising that your aren’t good parents<<<<<

[h3adf1rst-4-hal0z]

My dad just got pissed at me cuz he was trying to talk to me while I was playing guitar and was annoyed that I kept playing while he was talking as if he doesn’t do that to me every single conversation we have so I said “how do you think I feel all the time” and now he won’t talk to me.

Seriously dude, you come into the living room when I’m watching a movie (on my own) and play guitar over it and when I complain you say “well I can’t focus on a movie without my hands moving” (there are so many other things you can do to occupy your hands) when you aren’t even the one watching. and then you get pissed at me for doing the thing I was doing before you even came to talk to me. Fuckin Hypocrite.

[h3adf1rst-4-hal0z]

I feel so bad for my dad, I think he has a condition where he can never say anything nice

[lupinecolours]

Hey Dad,

Thanks for leaving on your business trip for 3 days.

The house was so nice and peaceful with a Christmas haze.

But now only 2 hours after you get back.

You instigate with the family, same old tack.

Since when are dirty dishes so fucking important,

that you need to yell at the whole world like we're all ignorant.

Stupid, lazy, worthless, half ass people

You gift me a shirt, but all the sudden I'm not equal.

Now your face is red as you start to scream at my face.

I keep my mask, you can't see how my heart is laced,

with black, oozing, bubbling hate,

steaming my soul with a rebellious slate.

Cause I don't know if you've noticed,

but I'm in my second year of high school,

Living hell,

yup, there goes my bell.

The boy with the mask of a fool,

always smiling, charismatic and cool.

Everyone thinks they know him

When really they know nothing at all.

He doesn't even know them. Whats your name? Paul?

Look underneath and its just a toxic mess

of pressure, heartbreak and unrest.

I'm getting pretty close to the melting point

the more you insult my mom and myself,

You're just showing your true self.

A fat, lazy, dick person who lives in a house where he doesn't belong.

You better be careful, cause it wont be long,

when the next time you rage,

my mask will disengage.

And this unorthodox feeling inside me will be unleashed till there's nothing more

but an icebox, tightly squeezed and locked to the core.

Then you'll be the one feeling shamed and disgraceful.

For fucking my life, breaking my mask, making me feel shameful...