Little rant about body image and feeling insecure
So this Friday, I’ll be modeling for a blacklight body paint show. I’ll be mostly nude (just a thong and pasties) and I was feeling really good about everything. But now as the event is getting closer and I’m one of two plus size models, I’m starting to feel extremely body conscious.
I normally love my body and my curves. I don’t usually look at my body with disgust but as this event gets closer, it’s been harder to see my body as beautiful. It’s been a long time since I’ve had these kind of negative thoughts about my body.
Im not saying this to fish for compliments because between here and bartending, I get plenty of compliments on my body. I think I just need to vent about it, get the thoughts out of my head so that I can just purge it and focus on the things I do love about my body & focus on that.
Okay, rant over 🙃















