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abstragedy angst
what does it mean if you have like characters in your head that aren’t exactly ocs but you have names and personalities for them and they aren’t exactly you but more like a manifestation of your emotions and you know they’re not real but sometimes they are when you wake up in the middle of the night and you associate them with personal items like they’re not the items but they’re the owners of the items in a way and the items were gifted to you by them in your mind and they’re like spirits almost in a sense but they don’t exactly talk to you directly what is that called
*inhales*
DONT BE SCARED, LITTLE CHILD
YOURE NO DEMON
(youre no demon, don’t be frightened now)
THERES A GOD IN THE SKY
DONT BELIEVE HIM
(dont believe him, god do love you now)
DONT BE SCARED LITTLE CHILD
YOURE IN LOVE
YOU FOUND HEAVEN
Why and how the hell everyone in a happy ass relationship where do you guys find these people
The one thing I love most about Pierrot is his unconditional love
I HATE myself and everything I’ve done, but having someone look at me like I’m human because of it would mean everything to me. Even just the thought of someone able to do that when looking at me makes me want to try to stay.
Yayayayay also HAPPY BIRTHDAY MY BEAUTIFUL BABY BOIII (It’s still not the 18th here but I’ll make a birthday post when it is)
Yall I'm at my neurology appointment for getting evaluated for tourettes and I'm so nervous. I know I fit all the criteria and I also know that there's no other reason for it, bit I've been invalidated in most mental health settings, why wouldn't a doctor's appointment be the same? Idk I'm just so nervous atm. Wish me luck!!!