#venting??

[juniper-petunia]

it sucks to see people disparage the american south and the people that live here as a whole like… thanks for that, everyone i’ve ever loved and every place i’ve ever felt at home has been here but yeah that’s cool please reduce it to the worst of us

[elleswifething]

What tf is jirai ??

[eutherianz]

soz

I DON’T LOVE YOU

I DON’T LOVE YOU

I DON’T LOVE YOU

AND I NEVER DID!

I'm sorry, but it's true.

I tried to make it obvious.

Did I ever even say "yes"?

I probably didn’t mean to.

All those love songs you said reminded you of me

I secretly hated every word

But how could I say that to your face?

You seemed so happy to call me yours.

My heart beats faster when I drink raspberry tea than when I'm with you

How can I explain you make me feel nothing?

Butterflies sound more like an infection to me.

You should get that checked out.

And it's not your fault,

It's mine.

I truly mean that.

It was never your fault, darling.

I still like you!

Just not in the way you wanted me to.

I enjoy your company;

You make me happy!

I just can't see myself with you.

Do you understand?

I'm sorry if this Is confusing.

I'm just not sure how to explain the lack of something I've never felt.

So go on without me!

Go! Love, lust, and live!

I'll stay with you through it all, if you'll have me.

I hope you can get over me.

I never meant for you to get attached like this.

[deesi-academia]

i think ranting in your notes app is healthier than ranting in your head and imagining that you typed it out on the notes app

[greengirlfanfic]

😐 i dont think im usually like this- like i can feel myself becoming more bland by the day, in losing myself tbh. Its not shown as much as it is here on the internet but i’ll have fun and such, but there are times on discord and tumblr where i dont feel like myself. My parents are so strict to the point im hearing voices and seeing things. its concerning me pretty badly tbh, i was told i could be neurodivergent or something this morning and my dad doesnt wanna get me checked out cause i guess it seems bad to have a daughter like that or some shit.

I need confirmation from everyone rn, even my ocs in my head along with the turtles are comforting me and its not enough 😀 well if i disappear one day you guys will know why.

[celestial-stoner-baby]

I've been worried about how numb and emotionlessly detached my meds were making me for a while now but then I had a four day mental breakdown so I'm happy to report that they do indeed still work and I'm back to finding excessive ways to numb them because we're never doing that again lmaoo

[emiswen]

I've always found that my constant repetition of watching the sunset every evening left a calming presence over me. Although witnessing an ombre-like array of colors dance across the sky canvas has always been captivating and peaceful, I can't help but feel it was never quite "exciting". That was until tonight. Until I met her. I never realized how thrilling watching the sun set could be. But I suppose, if it's with the right person, at the right time, anything is possible? Perhaps it was because of the way my heart pounded in my chest merely from her presence beside me. Or how when her knee brushed against mine I finally felt the foreign feelings of butterflies in my stomach again after so long. Maybe it's how something so chastely simple, became this electrifying, exhilarating moment. Could it be the fact that she had these brown eyes that just lit up when the sky turned a dusty orange. Or possibly how her face was illuminated by her smile. May it be the way her freckles laid perfectly across her nose. Or when we were left with a dimly lit night sky and her soft alto voice began to sing along to the melody that had been strumming from her guitar all this time. It's an odd feeling when a stranger you met not even an hour prior feels like anything but that. And how surreal it is when you try to explain the reality of tonight's events to a friend that you originally intended on meeting for coffee that very evening. And when all you have left to say was that it was indeed quite the adventure Sawyer, not Tom.