Same, I don't like The 100 that much but it hurts as hell Clexa was canon and it was such a beautiful love story. I'm watching a lot less tv show now because they keep dropping this shit on us every single time...
I don’t know if I want to continue Orphan Black. Because hell, I love that TV show for it’s suspense and for it’s original story and for it’s characters. But I am so sad and heartbroken about a queer woman getting killed off.
I don’t know if I want to continue The 100. Because I fucking enjoyed this TV show for the same reasons I enjoyed OB, but here, I can also not forgive this fucking stupid lazy ass writing that is telling me all over the same again that my fucking stories don’t matter. I also don’t want a substitute Lexa. I don’t want somebody to show up and Clarke falling in love with her, too. Because that would make Lexa and Clarke even more meaningless. I don’t want a queer woman character thats replacable with another one. I wanted her to live for once. Tara was fucking 13 years ago. I was fucking 14 years old when that happened (...I have dyscalculia, so don’t be angry at me if I am mixing up numbers). I will turn 27 next week and still nothing has changed. They are still killing us off. Because a fucking queer woman can’t fucking live for once. For christ’s sake! I didn’t even like Lexa that much but I like what she represented.
And I am fucking angry, sad and heartbroken. We have an expression in German “Vor den Kopf gestoßen”. It kinda means disappointed all of a sudden when you had different expectations and being dumbfounded. Literally it expresses the situation of somebody punching you on the head. I am very vor den Kopf gestoßen right now! I am dumbfounded. I want to cry and I DIDN’T EVEN LIKE THAT SHOW THIS MUCH! LIKE WHAT THE FUCK!