#vichaphoom

[athousandbyeol]

"and they move like two lonesome shadows on the wooden floor. two tired bodies becoming one with the tune playing from a distance, under the warm amber lights of this room, the safest place in the world. two torn souls mending each other's broken pieces, glueing those bits back together, imperfect yet pretty. the prettiest. two faithful lovers having only love and love and nothing more or less than love for each other." (x)

[heretherebedork]

They had their final dance together, a final moment, a true apology, a shared finale.

And now Vicha is waiting. He is no longer mourning, he is no longer trapped. Now he is waiting for his partner to join him, to dance with him, and he can wait as long as he needs. Because now he has shared a last dance and he has heard that apology and he knows he was not forgotten.

[athousandbyeol]

i think you the flowers are very beautiful for their age.

[athousandbyeol]

phoom. yeah? can i ask you something? sure. since when did you start liking me? since the start of summer break.

[heretherebedork]

Phoom being locked in by his homophobic mother and trying desperately to tell Vicha that he was sad and didn't want this to end any more than he did and his mother understanding his attempt at an apology while Vicha could simply not bear to look at him.

And then that paralleled with Peach seeing that Home had apologized and meant it but being unable to accept his apology when he was in front of him only to realize that he couldn't take that back soon enough.

[heretherebedork]

What does it mean to apologize when the other person isn't ready to hear your pain? What does it mean when the pain is too much and you've run out of choices? What does it mean when your family is holding you back from your true self? How do you live the life you want when the life you want is with someone you can't be with, someone you lost because the world pushed you apart, because your family held you back? What does it mean when the family you found is not stronger than the family you were born into? How do you live the life you want that is the life you can't have?

(Vicha and Home, Peach and Phoom but also Vicha and Peach and Home and Phoom and they are reflections of each other, reflections of their lives and their loves and their families and their fears, of losing and grasping and trying so hard to be heard when the one person who you need to hear you isn't available to listen because someone else is using you to hurt them.)

[athousandbyeol]

first, last, only, forever. [phoomvicha / forcebook fanfic]

"you're back?" "i'm sorry. you've waited for so long."

this is their untold love story, now told and free to roam.

[athousandbyeol]