#villainousjay

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villainousjay replied to your post “Mother keeps thinking that my sister’s boyfriend’s brother and I are a...”

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villainousjay replied to your post “*checks activity feed* wait a minute….. yes… good………. let them...”

i s2g i accidentally pushed the 'L' key when i was j/k scrolling. nigga pls.

Jacob diduknow that the first step into obsession is denial????????????????????????????????????

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and when you find everything you looked for, i hope your love will lead you back to my door, but if it don't, stay beautiful

i'm so grateful in my great perhaps that i've wound out with this wonderful boyfriend who makes me happier than ever and who i adore so much, almost as much as i adore when the moon is in the same sky as the sun, or watching the last flecks of a fire burn into the dark, or the shattering pulse of a deep loud base. i adore him so much, and i'm so honored to have him in my life. just seeing him makes me so insanely happy, like i've found out the reason i'm still here sometimes. i love the fact that i'm so silly with you sometimes because i'm never like that anywhere else, and i love how we can spend so much time sitting around and just talking without ever and awkward silence. i love your silliness, i love how you make me so happy, and i'll adore you for so much longer if you don't leave like so many have before. i adored you, i adore you, i will for so long adore you. i wonder if you know i'm trying so hard not to get caught up now, but you're just so cook, run your hands through your hair absent mindedly makin' me want you. and i don't know how it gets better than this, you take my hand and drag me head first fearless, and i don't know why but with you i'd dance in a storm in my best dress fearless.

and then there's edward, because i'm so happy to have him be one of my closest and dearest friends. i've learned so much about the world talking to him and there's still so many plethoras and myriads of facts that i want to know from him. no one reads me better than edward and no one is as easy to talk to as edward. and sometimes people joke about my two friends being edward and jacob and they joke that i'm bella. and yeah, maybe i am a little bit, because edward is always there to take care of me and let me learn so much more about the world. so thank you a million times because i owe my happiness and whole world to you. well you drive me crazy half the time, the other half i'm only trying to let you know that what i feel is true, and i'm only me when i'm with you.

and jacob, because he's one of the most unique person with the way that he thinks and how much he's just like me and how much he's not. some things he understands that so many others don't. and there's so much sparks and bubbles and quirks within him that always come out in small perks, but i know there's so many more to familiarize. he was one of the first two people to ever change my life so greatly and so much more enjoyably. there's just so much creativity and spontaneity that's exploding to be let out, and maybe it's because i've lost that, but it's the part of him that i absolutely love. maybe we're the same this way, or maybe i've lost that part of me so we're different, but thank you for unintentionally making me realize so much about myself by knowing so much about yourself. memorizing him was as easy as knowing all the words to your old favorite song

and today. today was no doubt one of my greatest infinities. today was the stress from getting ready for prom, today was the stress from me actually not in charge of planning, today was prom, and today was so perfect and wonderful. prom was just utterly gorgeous, not just in the way of the perfect weather or the perfect sitting area but in the way that i had the most perfect people around me. we're all so flawed and broken, yet we make things seem so perfect and fixed (maybe even if it's all in my head.) and yeah, prom was just so lovely because it was one of those dresses that i hope people see just as stunning as i do, and because aaron and i were dressed up enough to make people think we just got married, and because my most favorite people were there and because i got to see someone who i haven't seen in literally almost three years. and i danced at prom with just the perfect person for the occasion and i've never had that much fun dancing before, and i'll always remember my happiness in a slow dance being an actual country song with bryan adam's everything i do, i do it for you. really, prom was just flawless and i can't think of any other word that fits it better. i said, 'oh my, what a marvelous tune', it was the best night, never would forget how we moved. the whole place was dressed to the nines, and we were dancing, dancing, like we're made of starlight

and with prom, there's always that after-party. and maybe it wasn't entirely a party, but it was a party enough for me. and of course prom had to be on the same day as 4/20, but i was so so so very happy just to be with my three boys enjoying the view and each other and freedom. those few hours and an insane number of laughs could never compare to any other night i've had before, i feel like they'd never compare to anything else i know, really. that mesmerizing buzz of cheek numbing smiles has never before been so long, and that hush of the city and wind made everything seem so simple and fixed, so put together since it hasn't been the past short while. spinning like a girl in a brand new dress, we had this big wide city all to ourselves.

and with every 4/20, there's always denny's. thank you for that wonderful time and putting up with my insane lack of table manners and ommigod that was horrible service. we were probably there for an hour, but it felt like five. that might have, probably is, the best time i've ever had at 2 or 3 am and really reminding me over and over again how insanely happy i am in all those moment and in this moment now. y'all are my wonderwall, and i'm so happy to have that past midnight meal with the best friends i could ask for. and i didn't know if you knew, so i'm taking this chance to say that i had the best day with you today

ugh, just the perfection of today is so hard to comprehend yet so terribly insanely easy. two headlights shine through the sleepless night and i will get you, and get you alone, your name has echoed through my mind and i just think you should, think you should know that nothing safe is worth the drive

and anyone who makes me feel so completely wonderful and lightheaded happy and up for anything deserves my whole world, because everything that i love would not exist if it weren't for them. 

long live the walls we crashed through, all the kingdom lights shined just for me and you, i was screaming long live all the magic we made