#vindictive-beauty

[freesiider-blog]

‘Who’s there?’ ( I hope you don't mind )

@vindictive-beauty.

“A king.” he answered. In the darkness, not much could be seen of him beyond his general shape and the glowing tip of his cigarette. But he casually stepped into a patch of light as he came a little closer, allowing more of himself to be seen. “It’s not safe to be out here at night. Freeside might have a wall, but it’s anything but safe.”

[sareltu-blog]

                  ♚ “Do you like what you see? Those jewels would compliment me more then they would you, so let me help you pick something out.”He hand no bounds when he came behind the woman and spoke into her ear. A sly grin on his lips said it all.

@vindictive-beauty

[nekosmatsu-blog]

♢ What's your opinion on different interpretations of your muse?

ichimatsu’s definitely one of the more… curious characters, in terms of fandom character interpretation?

OKAY… LET ME EXPLAIN. this is going to be long so you don’t have to read adfnsdlfna ignore me;;

so, generally, when i gather info on a character to roleplay it’s a combination of my own interpretation on the character after rewatching/reading/playing/whatever their series just to focus on their character, along with some little tidbits here and there about them that i particularly like and what i haven’t personally noticed; ichimatsu’s no different. from what i’ve noticed there’s a lot of varying thoughts about ichimatsu? like— there’s mostly two eras to how people looked at him? first was before the ichimatsu incident skit, and next was after the ichimatsu incident skit. (there was probably also something with episode five and esp kitty, but i wasn’t into the show then so there’s not all that much for me to say on that.) this is no surprise; it’s really the first skit (if i remember correctly???) that really focused on ichimatsu and i’m…. pretty sure it’s the first time we’ve got to go in that mysterious head of his. even all that aside, just the circumstances and his actions themselves pretty much just made most of the fandom reconsider his character as a whole.

while for some people their interpretations didn’t completely change as there had been clues for these specific hidden depths of his, particularly from interviews and stuff, before this episode came out it was generally agreed that his hatred for karamatsu was somewhat genuine…? or at least there wasn’t anything fond, if you see what i mean. it’d been speculated that his hatred is tied closely with jealousy (and it’s something i wholeheartedly agree with), and that maybe he had some kind of very very very mild respect for his brother just because they’re brothers, but… nothing aside from that? at least— nothing like what the ichimatsu incident did.

and then the ichimatsu incident happened.

and here is where it gets a bit… effy for me. i’m totally for how ichimatsu really does love his bros, but i think some people take it too far when they say it’s shyness? i mean— that makes sense, that he’s too shy and is just generally reluctant/socially incompetent, but i really don’t think he’d actively play with the idea of socializing and having a good time with his brothers. like, personally i think it’s more of a… vehement denial. if?? that makes any sense?? the idea’d come up occasionally in his head but it’d be constantly shot down before he actually ever considers it, and internally berate himself for thinking such a thing. i really don’t think it’s diffidence at all, or at least to the extent some fans make it; they take it to the extremes of him just being like some shy girl who secretly looks up to his senpais/brothers but nah. i really don’t think it’s like that. it’s more of a tsundere like thing?? he’s vehemently in denial and actively tries not to think about that but i;; don’t think he actually knows, or at least is willing to stop and actually think about that.

anyway this is a messy crapfest that probably didn’t even answer the question bUT YEAH

[vasavis-blog]

🍼 — taking care of children

Oh boy. Karna is good at looking after people, by that I mean keeping them safe. He is a soldier after all. As for actually looking after children? He was a father before his death so it isn’t exactly foreign to him, but lemme put it this way: he’s hardly the cool babysitter that lets the kids watch rated r movies or the mother figure that keeps the baby from crying. While not a total disciplinarian he’s more strict than he is lax and a bit of a busybody when it comes to a child’s wellbeing.

[suboxonae-blog]

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      There’s nothing here, there never was, there never will be.

You, me, nothing. It’s nothing. There is no code, no malware, no bugs. It’s all fake, nothing exists. You don’t exist, neither do I. Do you exist? If I don’t, and I made you, then no, you don’t exist. You can’t because I don’t.

Do I exist? Maybe. No one sees me. I’m hidden, I’m supposed to be hidden. The virus that sneaks in and sits there, waiting you, evaluating you, scanning each and every move you make, waiting for the time to strike. When I strike, I hit you hard, I break your world, your screen shatters. Your maze is corrupted by me, I own you. But how can I own you if I don’t exist. 

Are you my walware, my bug? You might be. You, you watch me, you stay silent and let me go unanswered, you, my imaginary friend, watching me. It’s not fair, this one-sided conversation, it’s cruel. Why don’t you answer me? I know, because you don’t exist. And because I don’t. Something that isn’t real can’t answer something else that i͢sǹ͘’̢t̴͡ ͠ŗ̵͘ę̸͘a̷l̵҉ . 

      Wait, they’re watching me.

Who is that, who are you. You aren’t a Man in Black, you aren’t the government, that’s obvious, just look at you. So, why are your eyes fixed on me, why did I catch your attention. If I am not real, how can you look at me? My imaginary friend, answer me, for once, this once, just once. Why are they looking at me? Are they even looking at me? What if they’re looking through me. Do you know? I don’t. It wouldn’t be fair if you knew, don’t hide things from me, share with me. I created you, you have to.