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tics decided to manifest in just loud screaming and violence tonight, and my dear cat decided to scream back until i finally realised he was telling me to follow him. he then promptly lead me to my bedroom, and directed me to get into bed where he quickly followed suit.
i love my cat :)
i was talking to my dad abt my tourettes and was like “yeah my tics were being Violent in band today haha” and he like made like a face like😥 and was like “yeah im glad i don’t see most of these-“ LMAODHSJ
Today is a day where the premonitory urge wants me to do sudden violent tics liek throwing my phone and screaming but my conscience says "no dont do that" and has me suppressing. We'll see how it goes. I want to violent but dont want to be seen doing such big tics. And i dont want to break my phone again Q_Q
To the people who think having tics is funny or cute.
Is it still cute when people stare at you like your crazy?
Is it still funny that after I'm done 15 miniutes of punching myself in the face, hald of it is covered with arnica? That stings? But I don't have a choice because it'll bruise?
Is it still funny and cute when they get violent? When I can't touch anything? When I can't stand next to people because I'm scared ill hurt them? When I hurt myself and can't do anything about it?
TW: Images of the result of violent tics! (No fresh blood), bruises
"Oh tourettes is soooo funny!" (sarcasm)
Its really not. Its painful. Its embarrassing. It can make easy tasks difficult.
Making my self some cereal? I failed as you can see.
Simply trying to exist next to a wall? Think again. You gotta punch it.
Walking around without violently slamming your self in the ground? Haha nooo silly you. Ruin your knee.
Hand modeling? Nah. Fightclub hands only.
Just think of this stuff the next time you make a joke about the "funny swearing disease".
I like being scary.
Whether that comes from a good place or not that's how I am.
I like being intimidating, and spiky, and creepy, and weird.
Because that's a choice.
With how I dress and how I act.
I don't like being scary because of my tics. People don't like being near me because they think I'll hurt them.
That's not a choice.
