Devastated and Depressed
I’m a multi-fan but right now... I just can’t muster up the will to care about any of my other beloved groups’ impending comebacks, solo debuts, performance stages, etc. My mind is only on OT5 and Seung Hyun. Everything has lost its gloss; I have lost my appetite and most of my humor; I wasn’t able to sleep until after the press conference; my mind is churning with thoughts and my stomach is in knots from anxiety. The entire world is in greyscale - It feels like all the sunshine is gone and the only ray of light is Tabi’s recovery. All of my hopes currently center around him getting better; and all my dreams center around one day being able to tell OT5 just how much they mean to me and that I am never leaving their side. No one touch me until he’s better...