virgo north node ☿
The north node describes the key life lessons your soul wants to learn in this lifetime. "Your lesson to learn in this lifetime." We are each born with an incredibly unique purpose, a very special role to play on this earth. Life does have meaning, that meaning is very different for each one of us. We don't all have the same destiny. The role of the North Node is to indicate to astrologers the purpose or destiny of the person being analysed. Their birth was no accident - their incarnation was an attempt to experience something. Throughout your life, you’re going to be constantly presented in some way or another with the opportunity to serve. To be “of service” and discipline. You came from a chaotic Pisces past life (South Node) whereby routine and grounding was deeply lacking. Your soul wanted to feel what it would be like to experience a bit more stability. Mercurial themed incarnations require learning and acting as a constant sort of messenger. Mercury was the messenger to the Gods. You are here to live a life of service & discipline after all that prior mess of feeling and swimming in deception, illusions, fantasy and spirituality. You had many past lives to simply observe and float about in escapism. Now you’re here to have structure and goals. You used to be so imaginative and intuitive. You came from one of the most intuitive and psychic past lives but it was chaos. You’re actually not a practical person at all but you’re learning to become one. Your soul craves to no longer be dependent on others. You were an escapist, you had zero responsibility- your life was filled with sensuality. You were also quite a victim and drowned constantly in self pity and pain. You were a sponge that absorbed collective pain, you were the healer for the collective consciousness. Now you’re going to learn to stay put, to not “wander”. To not “dream” so unrealistically. You were careful previously not to “hurt” people, you told them what they wanted to hear, you understood and accepted everybody and you lacked an ego, a backbone. You were so detached and imaginative but you never spoke your true mind. You allowed others to criticise and judge. You let go of the physical parts of life to explore the spiritual but now everything is the other way around. You’re needing to ground again. To feel the earth and have a place to go work, an experience of working, of having your own stable routine that you don’t sabotage. You need goals and objectives. Your soul wants to accomplish more. You should seek to define some goals for yourself. You’re on the material path. The material plane, an incarnation of dealing with practicalities as opposed to other peoples pain. You are not a walk in therapist. Stop taking on everyone else’s sob stories. You need to focus on your own goals. Your intuition was razor sharp and you relied on it heavily but now you’re going to need to learn to stop feeling all the time. It’s killing you. You’re here to do something. Don’t distract yourself with constantly feeling, you don’t want to become an escape artist all over again. You were a shoulder to cry on but now you’ll become a shoulder to lean on. Say what you mean more, mean what you say. Stop people pleasing, don’t act like a victim either. It won’t get you anywhere. Say no when you want to say no. Hold down a job. Party less. Take less drugs. Have a daily routine. A stable and grounded life is what you’re craving. You need to actually set up a goal and accomplish something. Don’t allow yourself to be deceived by others emotionally again. Don’t allow others to come to you with their “stories”. Purify yourself. Look at the details. The smaller picture. Build a home. Accumulate resources. Develop discernment. Respect your body. Learn to work. Learn to control your urge to get lost in your senses. Learn to deliver service. What are your long term goals? Do more writing. Be more academic and less self sacrificial.
