here’s the first song jane and i made last night! ❤
I rewind, I rebound, recollect
And whatever I find, whatever I find, I’ll reject
Neglecting what’s inside me
This multitude of memories
Around the thousandth loop, I find
I’ve warped the contents of my mind
Why can’t I remember you,
For all the good reasons I’m crying, too?
Why can’t I just see you,
And not the ways I feel I failed you?
This time
I’ll cry when she told me that you died
This time
I’ll never let myself get mad
This time
I’ll make sure the car hits me instead
This time
I’ll invite you over much more often
I’ll tell you that I love you
I’ll save you from your brain
This time
Why can’t I remember you,
For all the good reasons I’m crying, too?
Why can’t I just see you,
And not the ways I feel like I failed you?
They say that all it takes is time
Time to think that all you’ve ever done is take, and take, and take
Time is all it takes to make yourself the villain
For things you did when you were just eleven
Why can’t I remember you,
For all the good reasons I’m crying, too?
Why can’t I just see you,
And not the ways I feel I failed you?
Why can’t I remember you,
For all the good reasons I’m crying, too?
Why can’t I just see you,
And not the ways I feel I failed you?
