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You know it’s a good day when all you do is listen to Balmorhea. 

This entire album is beautiful, but my favorite song so far is ”Remembrance.” I could play this on loop forever and ever and EVER and die content. 

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Thanks to mstigergun listening to my rant about Visna, Charis, and their story in general I'm finally on the path of narrowing down exactly how I want it all to play out.

I'm recreating a world that is not Aion, but still has some magic, and the whole world building process is so intense. There is just so much to decide and consider when making these characters.

It's also helped me solidify the roles minor characters are going to have - I really wanted to keep Kal in the story and have found a way to, and Asa (sorry Lin, the name you hate is sticking because I SUCK AT NAMES) is a much more fleshed out character now.

I always knew I wanted Visna and Charis to parallel each other but I finally figured out how I want that to happen. I figured out specific flaws I want for Visna and how I want the insufferable pride Charis has to play itself out in his character growth.

I don't know if I am anywhere near actually writing this... I'm still terrified of actually putting my thoughts in to a story, but the motivation is there now, and more importantly the world I want it to exist in is forming on it's own.

Plus the ending is something I am actually proud of, and having affirmation that the ending is actually good is pushing me to flesh this out so much more. 

Poor Charis. I feel so much worse for what happens to you than I do over Visna.

(and the Peter Gabriel cover is great too)

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so I wrote a blurb, but it's late (early?) and I ran out of steam and I doubt I will finish it, so I am just going to dump it here.

Visna, after she escapes and returns to Asmodae. The last paragraph is just something I threw on there after being like NOPE I'M DONE.

If you have any constructive criticism please share! 

But I used to be quite resilient  gained no strength from counting the beads on a rosary  And now the wound has begun to turn  another lesson that has gone unlearned

She could not have always been such a faithless woman. There had to have been a time, back when she first Ascended (or maybe even before that, when her brother was still with her, when they were a family and the war had not yet touched them) that she really believed in Aion and the goodness of the world around her.

Doubt was a slow rot, festering in a place she would have never thought to look, that spread up through her chest and towards her heart. It was the notion that not all was as it seemed, a strange emptiness in the space between seconds that left her unsatisfied with the world, a discomfort that kept her awake at night.

She was home now - safe, Asa * had said - but she felt displaced. The foundation she had built her life upon had shifted and she was walking on uneven ground.

Her brother was alive, Ascended and safe across the world, growing farther from her with each passing year and she had been entirely unaware. Charis had changed, become someone formidable in his own right, and she had foolishly assumed that he would still be the brother she had lost. That she would be the one to best him if they were to battle.

She had been wrong, and her mistake had cost her dearly.

Visna curled closer to her husband's body, hiding her face as she let out a heavy, shaking sigh. He said she was home, that she was safe, and while she knew it was all sentimental untruths she tried to let herself sleep easy.

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* Asa is my temporary name for Visna's husband until I find a name I actually fucking like.