#viv yapping

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Does anyone else have certain song lyrics that are so good that they make you wanna pull your hair out? Like, wow, that's a masterpiece. It's making me wish to claw my eyes out and scream until my throat is so raw that Gordon Ramsey would call me an idiot sandwich. You get what I mean?

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I'm gonna start this thing called the album of the day and it's just going to be me giving music recommendations!!

Today's album is Regional at Best by twenty one pilots! (one of my favorite bands!) Are you a fan of devastating lyrics? Songs that will make you feel sick? Listen to this! Some standout songs are-

Forest [if you know, you know;)]

Kitchen sink

Anathema

And almost all of them but that's not helpful, now, is it?

(You can find it as a podcast on spotify, it's unreleased, but I suggest just using YouTube!)

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Making friends with someone who is a lot like you:

Pros- almost everything!! They get it (tm)

Cons- you see them doing concerning things that you would also do and you're like "huh...so that's what it's like for other people who know me. How has no one ever actually been worried about me?? Damn I had shit friends!"

This absolutely isn't about Tenna

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Occ poem because this is the poetry blog. Maybe I can make it work for viv too, idk.

Within the dense summer air

I ask you a million things,

Even though you aren't there,

Even when every move stings-

I ask what I was made for,

Turning to touch your hand

And like a million times before

You say I wouldn't understand

I ask what am I to you,

As I gently hold your face,

You say I'll know what to do

When you're sitting in my place

I ask why you left and yet didn’t,

In the swelling summer heat,

You say that I read the fine print,

While listening to my heartbeat

I ask you to kill me or stay,

And you aren't shocked at all!

You tell me that either way,

I knew we were built to fall.

And suddenly I barely know you,

And it's autumn once again,

And, no, I don't know what to do

And no, I didn't know at all then.

But your face is in my mind,

Your image burned into my eyes,

I'm easy, so easy to find

At the place where your hand lies.

And your handprint's forever there,

An indentation in my jaw.

But I was just a thought to spare,

Another girl that you saw.

Call me again, please

Call me your lover, like before

Even if it's just to tease

And not slightly true anymore.

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puppy want a treat? 💕🐶

I'm not a dog, but I could go for a snack, to be honest.

(occ @deltarune-rpblog-confessions THIS IS YOUR FAULT/silly)

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Hey could someone tell me who exactly said that? Why?? Oh, for no reason!

I'm totally not going to kill them, don't worry!!

I absolutely will

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Not Jev cheating on Tenna. Insane. The guy bit his arm off tho so i lowk approve.

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I amend my last statement about Jev and Tenna. Watching them is, in fact, like being inside of a burning house. I know it's really not my place to comment, but they really have to break up. It's unfixable, and it's been unfixable for way longer than anyone would care to admit. On one hand, I get it. Hell, I probably wouldn't leave if I were in the same scenario. Lord knows how desperate for love I am, but as a bystander, it's insane that Jevil hasn't left. HE BIT YOUR FUCKING ARM OFF. JEVIL!!!! DON'T BE STUPID!!!

And the drowning stuff- agh, I really need to have a chat with Jevil soon. I'm concerned :(