#vivi's asks

[vivvy-of-the-lake]

“The lifelong victims of misogyny are the ones who need to be putting in the work to unlearn it. Not me, though. Transitioning magically cured me of being an incel, so I’m good to go.”

i think the assumption that i was ever an incel, instead of being so desperately ashamed of my power over women as a man that i tied myself up in knots trying to avoid exercising oppression against women and ever contributing to misogyny, is one that is deeply transmisogynistic and assumes that before transitioning I had a relationship to masculinity no different than any other cis guy. in fact the whole idea that trans men are the authorities on misogyny and that trans women have nothing to contribute because we were "male socialised" and all incels before transitioning is deeply fucking horrendous and says far more about how much you fucking hate us than anything about me

[violetastridhotd]

I really love your works! I’m always suck back into the story even when I take a break mid chapter and start again where I left off weeks later.

If you don’t mind me asking, how do you manage to write 15k words a chapter? I’ve read your authors notes on ao3 and it made me curious about the process!

Hii!!! Thank you so much!! You're so nice! I'm really glad you're enjoying them!!

For In this, we are Family chapters, it's really just a slow and steady sort of thing. It usually takes me 2-3 months to update. Usually I have one weekend day where I sit down and ignore all responsibilities and write for 8-10 hours (this also includes reading and editing what I already wrote too!) and I try to get at least one full scene done. After every update I also take off two weeks and force myself to do something other than writing because I noticed that it was wasy easier to crank out chapters when I wasn't completely burnt out. So, each chapter takes about 48-100 hours of writing/editing over the course of a few months, all depending.

My oneshots are a different beast. There is no system for those. They just sort of...happen? I don't have set time to work on them, I just write a little whenever I feel like it and eventually its done. If I'm bored, I'll scroll through my WIP folder (so many WIPs) and see if something pops out at me. If nothing does, I'll take a gander at my prompt folder (where I just stick a bunch of posts and tweets of fun ideas) and sometimes that turns into a fic.

Honestly, my writing process is real psychopath behavior xD For example, my Jacegan oneshot, And then, we break is 12k+ words and I wrote and edited the entire thing in one sitting, in about...13 hours? Meanwhile, I have a lucemond WIP in my drafts that is 9k+ words and I started it August of last year! (I'm desperately trying to finish this one soon!) There is just no rhymn or reason to my madness.

I hope that answers your question! I'm always happy to talk about writing, especially when it's lucemond or jacegan! <3

[haerinyan]

How much time would it take me to enter void once I reach alpha state? And when in void, will i really be able to manifest? Anything? Instantly? Guaranteedly?

girl idk how long it would take i was only in there for like 1 sec 😭 but yes, once you’re in the void manifestation is guaranteed and instant since you don’t have the ego getting in the way.

[needycutetransgirl]

i think i hauve covid

Welcome! This is my horny side blog, so I can actually show people my main account without getting embarrassed LOL

I'll probably expand on this later, but for now here's a list of the tags that I use!

#vivi's asks - Responses to any asks I receive!

#vivi's barking - Petplay dog girl stuff O_O

#vivi's inflation - Inflation-related stuff O_O (Specifically, I'm into breast, ass, and stomach inflation but not really full inflation - stuff like arms puffing up or being one giant ball etc.)

#vivi's neediness - The go-to tag for horny content on this blog, always horny in nature and often things I want to do or have done to me!

#vivi's robotics - Anything related to robotgirls because they are CUTE!!!

#vivi's seedtank - Cumflation specifically.

#vivi's social skills - Mostly anything that doesn't fit any of the above categories, often includes reblogging and interacting with mutuals <3

And below is a list of my interests and DNIs!

Things I Want to Be:

Bunnygirl

Catgirl (mrrp nya :3)

Doggirl (SOOOOOOO NORMAL AND SUCH A GOOD GIRL)

Cowgirl (the Wild West kind)

Cowgirl (the milky big-breasted kind)

Robotgirl

Slimegirl

...the property of a hot woman O_O

Kinks/Things I'm Into:

Bondage

Breeding

Bullying (in a sexy way)

Consensual non-consent (CNC)

Cumflation

Deflation (only in the context of 'undoing' inflation)

Degradation

Expansion

Force-feeding

Free use

Humiliation

Inflation (SO SO SO NORMAL ABOUT INFLATION I PROMISE)

Lactation

Objectification (ALSO SO SO SO NORMAL ABOUT THIS)

Oviposition

Petplay (AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA)

Praise

Size difference (either being larger or smaller)

Stuffing

Teasing (both receiving and giving ;3)

Tentacles

...and I'm open to trying most things at least once!

Not Into:

Feederism (but it's not a DNI - just not my thing, although there is some overlap with stuffing)

Weight gain/slob (I prefer stuffing that focuses on a taut round belly)

DNI:

Cishet men (this is a queer space!!!)

Detrans as a kink or 'anti-trans' movement (if you're detrans but respectful of those who are trans then you're still welcome!!)

Raceplay

Sissification (I enjoy being a woman, and my humiliation kink doesn't relate to whether or not I'm a woman thank you very much)

...and more I've yet to think of

[vivvy-of-the-lake]

Very few of the transandrophobia bloggers actually hate trans women in general. All we want to do is talk about the specific ways transphobia affects us. Also you're a fucking asshole. Like yeah I hate trans women like you because you're fucking awful to us but ofc I don't hate my trans woman best friend because she does the bare fucking minimum of listening to other people with different life experiences than hers, same with other trans woman allies. Jfc you have got to learn how to be empathetic towards other human beings, ESPECIALLY other trans people.

If I am "awful" to transandrophobia truthers then it is because transandrophobia is a transmisogynistic framework wholly incompatible with transfeminism. You mention "specific" ways transphobia affects trans men, but in truth there's nothing that trans men go through that trans women don't. It's in denying our oppression, in labelling things like corrective rape and medical discrimination as specific and exclusive to transmascs, that you hurt us and ignore us. It's in refusing the fact that as men you hold privilege over us that you hurt us. It's in refusing to engage with transfeminism and instead harassing us, pedojacketing us, coming up with every excuse you can to drive us off this website and out of communities both here and IRL that you hurt us.

I know that not everyone who believes in transandrophobia thinks trans women are evil and awful—almost certainly that's not what you think. But if you refuse to contend with how you can wield oppression over us as a man (and for God's sake it's not about passing) and *listen to transfeminists* then I will continue to mourn my sisters who have been exiled because of transandrophobia truthers. I will continue to lament the sorry state of transmisogyny on this site. This position of mine is one of unbelievable empathy and kindness—which is why I find it so hard to bite my tongue and ignore how you've hurt us for so long now.

[vivvy-of-the-lake]

the communities feature has harmed posting once more

#haha

[vivvy-of-the-lake]

i boppy pedojacket a trans woman

[vivvy-of-the-lake]

favorite word?

boppy