Oct 22, 2024
Work is destroying me. I can feel it. It's gnawing away at my insides. I come home and am a grumpy, inactive monster. It takes me days to recover.
But hey, money to buy things. That's neat, I guess.
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Work is destroying me. I can feel it. It's gnawing away at my insides. I come home and am a grumpy, inactive monster. It takes me days to recover.
But hey, money to buy things. That's neat, I guess.
I just read the worst book I've read in years and it makes me want to hurl. Or like, hurl it out the window. Or burn it and never return it to the library. But then they'd charge me money to replace it and I don't want this shitty fucking author to get another cent.
So I'm just going to quietly return it and hope to hell no other unsuspecting trans person picks this book up. Stonewall award be damned, if they gave this violent, disgusting, putrid book an award I don't trust them anymore.
I had a bad dream once that I was running a tumblr blog and jokingly put "staff" somewhere in my bio (dream was not specific about the joke) and people started writing callout posts for me like "omg tumblr staff shouldn't act like this"
and "like this" was posting about little horror shadow creatures and calling them my babies and cute and stuff.
And I responded to these callout posts like "I'm not tumblr staff also look at this creature :3c" and that just made everything worse. Because I was "impersonating staff" and "harassing people with my creatures"
This is what the creature looked like btw (sorry it sucks I was using my fingers on notepad)
Local Walgreens. You have recieved a prescription order for one (1) HRT. Your challenge is to fill the order without causing a two week lapse in treatment.
Challenge level: Impossible
Man, Finale shutting down is just so sad. No one wants Dorico. Dorico sucks. Finale was what I was taught in school. It worked so well. They keep sending me emails like, "We heard your complaints! But here's how to get Dorico instead." Man, I don't want Dorico. Why can't shit just last forever.
1 month on HRT 🏳️⚧️
Mood swings have gone away (thank goodness). No other major side effects.
Don't really wanna go into too much detail but things are just generally going really really well. Every day I feel more like myself, more calm, more comfortable in my skin.
Taking it every day has become a mindfulness ritual. I check in with myself and ask, "Do I still want this?" And the answer is always an immediate "Yes." And I give thanks to everyone who made it possible for me to hold it in my hands. I am so thankful.
Still not out to my family. I have a bit more time before that's necessary, I think.
I promised not to stay up too late but being in my jammies and playing my little lesbian game is too comforting. I don't want this night to end.
I caved and got Fields of Mistria even though I usually wait for full releases :]
Celine is so my type it's not even funny 😭 I'm showering her in flowers already...
But really all the characters are amazing, it's so diverse, everyone has such a distinct personality. I can't wait for the next update so I can see even more of all their stories..
The game has so many pronoun options! More than any other farming game I've played. And you can change them whenever you want??
The way the town levels up is so satisfying, I actually want to do all the quests as fast as possible to see what happens.
It's honestly so perfect this game is exactly what I needed.
This is my little guy!! (Sorry for taking a picture of my TV lol)