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I caved and got Fields of Mistria even though I usually wait for full releases :]

Celine is so my type it's not even funny 😭 I'm showering her in flowers already...

But really all the characters are amazing, it's so diverse, everyone has such a distinct personality. I can't wait for the next update so I can see even more of all their stories..

The game has so many pronoun options! More than any other farming game I've played. And you can change them whenever you want??

The way the town levels up is so satisfying, I actually want to do all the quests as fast as possible to see what happens.

It's honestly so perfect this game is exactly what I needed.

This is my little guy!! (Sorry for taking a picture of my TV lol)

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Local Walgreens. You have recieved a prescription order for one (1) HRT. Your challenge is to fill the order without causing a two week lapse in treatment.

Challenge level: Impossible

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your blog is so wholesome!! I love it

Thank you so much!!

It's just a personal blog so I'm not trying very hard (I probably won't use tags often, for example, because I quick reblog things) but I'm really glad you're enjoying it.

Here's a field of sunflowers !

🌤🌈☁️☁️☁️☁️☁️☁️

🌻🌻🌻🌻🌻🌻🌻🌻

🌻🌻🌻🌻🌻🌻🌻🌻

🌻🌻🌻🌻🌻🌻🌻🌻

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Cute *bold jumper spider in the school garden :)

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Abilify is a godsend btw. Best medication I've ever taken. Started working day one and I can only hope it stays that way.

Reduced my reactivity/sensitivity by so so much.

Stopped being a toxic cloud of misery in public.

My partner feels like he can communicate with me for the first time in years (and in some ways for the first time ever, some conversations were always derailed by some spiral/meltdown and now I'm calm through any discussion even if I have to text)

I no longer feel like a fundamentally mean and prickly human being, I can feel softness again. I haven't had a meltdown in 2 weeks.

I still have shut downs, and in some ways they're worse than before. When I get distressed, it's like a switch in my brain flips and I get very very sleepy. So if I'm having a stressful day (like going to the dentist) I get way more tired.

The med makes up for that by making it very fast to bounce back from distress and that makes me functional the *rest* of the time. Before, I used to get so upset that my body would just tire itself out.

Now, I get upset, take a short nap, and then get up and feel fine.

(Every med effects everyone differently! I hope this helps demystify the effects a bit but this is just personal experience and I am not a doctor)

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IGOTABLAHAJ

(Edit: deleted the garbage from my garbage brain)

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*gecko voice* ffollowing me? HehheWhat for?

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You know my life is going to shit when. I start a new animal parade file

Bonus points if I play as Kevin because that means my dysphoria is getting bad (which it always does around summer)

Extra bonus points if I'm planning on 100% because that means I've given up on the next 2 months of my life