#void_c

[cogmented]

[dismp] WHERE DO YOU BELONG?

you will find me anywhere

i am everything

[void-chorus]

[dismp] what does heaven look like?

<void_c> i wouldnt know

<void_c> and not in like some dumb joke way abt going to hell instead or anything like that

<void_c> i just. wouldnt know. im not there

<void_c> this isnt the afterlife. im not dead.

<void_c> or, like. i did die. to leave. im dead to the server. but not to myself?

<void_c> i know some people just, stop existing when they leave one world, or only exist in new ones as an individual so changed as to be almost a different person

<void_c> but thats not how it is for me. for all the fluiditiy of my identity, i am still at the end of the day the same continuous story across every world. im not in heaven because my story isnt over, my story isnt dead.

<void_c> this isnt a suicide, this is me moving away. taking a vacation, maybe. ill be back, when im ready. when the world is ready for my return.

<void_c> i didnt die. there is no heaven. i am still here, just further away.

<void_c> come and find me, if you want. it isnt hard to do.

[happy-mountain-goats]

[divorcesteal] will you miss me?

What do you think.

[void-chorus]

[dismp] what do you want to become?

<void_c> something capable of protecting us.

[void-chorus]

[iris smp ask] where did you... come from?

<void> it depends on what you mean by “me”. 

<void_> …that sounds so fucking pretentious. 

<void_c> uh. i had a house before this one, on a server all by myself. it was nice for a while. it was also lonely. i tried to find some other places to stay, with more people, but. i couldnt seem to stick around. none of them ever fit. and then i met cosmic! and they invited me here! i like it here, itz nice. id like to stay a while. 

[happy-mountain-goats]

[dismp] why did you come here?

Promises, promises, promises...

"I'll always come back, or we'll go together, wherever we go."

"Yeah. Together sounds nice."

"Together."

Deltarune Chapter 3 // Screenshots from own gameplay // making a new fwiend :3 | Iris SMP

[void-chorus]

[dismp] tell us a secret

<void_c> i dont think i have any, yet?

<void_c> i could say im scared, i guess. and itd be true. but it iznt a secret, im not hiding that. it maybe feels like the type of thing i should be hiding?

<void_c> ..i dont think i belong here? again, not really a secret, just my insecurities that ill elaborate on to literally anyone who asks.

<void_c> i dont even really have a specific spawn area yet so i cant even just post coords as my secret. it would be so funny and i would in fact do it if i had one.

<void_c> hm...

<void_c> ...ill get back to you on this. hard to think of one. i suppose i cant really share a secret here, because then it isnt a secret anymore.

[void-chorus]

There's something rotting upstairs. (Cosmic's first journal, Iris SMP) the rot in her attic is spreading, and it looks the same as i do. (void's journal, Iris SMP)

late chrismas gift for @happy-mountain-goats !!! itz been so so much fun playing mc together and doing lore, so i thought id draw some of it!!

version without the effects over top:

and, reference screenshot: