#voidkitty rants

[voidkittyloona]

I’m gonna be so fr I hate writing with children characters. I refuse to play with anyone who has a child character

UNLESS

It’s an agreed upon “our muses turn into kids” or “our muses have kids together” or “my/your muse has a kid and it’s part of the package deal”

Mainly because I play for friendship on equal levels or romantic relationships. If there’s no “ship” potential I lose interest pretty quick. And personally I just can’t be friends with kids, and shipping is so far off the table with kids it’s not funny.

Ginger has kids in some aus. Cady has kids. Some of my other ocs have kids. But if your muse is straight up a kid without an adult present? Get outta here!

I think the only exception I’ll ever make for this rule is with Star and Middy. They might look after a runaway teen but 16-17 at the youngest. Anything younger than that and they’d try and get someone else to do it.

I don’t do kids. Please respect that.

[voidkittyloona]

Few things more infuriating that logging into the reblog culture site only to find a relevant post the op has locked from reblogs seemingly an hour before you saw it.

What the fuck?! Mute it don’t lock it what the fuck?? This is the reblog site! You do two things and it’s post and reblog! If you don’t wanna see the notes there’s a mute feature now!

[voidkittyloona]

Out of sona talk, the human me absolutely despises socks in the summer. I have trouble regulating my temperature so during the summer I gotta be as fucking naked as possible without flashing people. So I hate wearing socks. Too hot and sweaty and I can feel them too much against my skin.

But I also have a flavor of neuro spicy that demands I wear shoes at all times bc of my dyspraxia… I’ve broken too many toes whacking them against shit to not wear shoes indoors

But shoes during the summer have the same problem of being too hot (I only have fur lined orthofeet slippers and outside shoes and nothing else, no sandals) and I’ve had them for years now so they are completely imbedded with skin, oils, dirt, and sweat.

So I have to wear socks to wear my slippers… so now I can’t feel the gross of my slippers, but instead I’m getting overstimulated by the socks that protect me from the gross.

There is no winning here because even if I were to get new slippers… I’d still have to wear socks during the summer.

Sandals are difficult for me to wear bc I have plantar fasciitis, a fusing of the bones in my ankle. The ankle is what controls most of the flexibility in the foot so to compensate for it the bones in my foot have rolled inward. My arch is flat against the ground and all my weight gets put on the ball when I stand or walk. It’s extremely painful most days, and creates and unnatural shape. Like an inward curved bean. Meaning most sandals are impossible to wear because my foot spills off the side. So I can’t wear sandals even tho I really want to in this heat. 😭

[voidkittyloona]

Yall is it wrong of me to get irrationally angry at my autistic sibling/parent when they refuse to call chicken strips fried chicken?

My brother asked for fried chicken for dinner. I said we had that last night (Zaxby’s) but he says it’s not fried chicken. My mom agrees.

Bro, is it not a chicken that was fried?! Just because the shape and batter are different does NOT mean it’s not fried fucking chicken.

I will bite them I swear to god.

[voidkittyloona]

My dumb ass thought it'd be fun to manually sort through all my work, not realizing most of it is untitled and since i imported all of it today i cant even sort by how old shit is

[voidkittyloona]

I feel stuck at 17.

I don't feel like an adult.

Never had.

I wish I could feel like a person.

[voidkittyloona]

I really, really wanna play the tomodatchi life thing or whatever it’s called. It’s literally perfect for folks with ocs or blorbos… but again I feel really bad buying anything from Nintendo nowadays because of their whole “buying to rent not to own” policy. And honestly with how much other people hated it too it’s kinda weird seeing almost everyone getting switch2’s and the new popular games like tomodatchi and pokopia… which all support a bad company and reward the bad policies.

Feels hypocritical.

Eh. Maybe it’s anger at people for not boycotting like they should. Maybe it’s jealousy bc I can’t and refuse to play these games.

Idk, it just feels upsetting to see. Not enough to block the tag or refuse to watch lets plays, but enough to sigh and roll my eyes when I see it.

[voidkittyloona]

I just want to make something.

I want to have the joy and whimsy of making something, without caring about wasting materials or dealing with the project afterwards. I want to be able not to care if it’s natural or plastic materials.

I want stuff.

I want to do THINGS again.

I’m going insane.