Apr 24
why does every white creator eventually come out and be a racist. downplay what happened. feels like there is no safe place for any POC anywhere and so much of white fandom is ok with that. im so tired of it.
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why does every white creator eventually come out and be a racist. downplay what happened. feels like there is no safe place for any POC anywhere and so much of white fandom is ok with that. im so tired of it.
// more personal rant
flashback to when my ex friend of 2 years told me i “should look into” bpd when his shitass boyfriend blatantly disrespected my boundaries and i said it made me paranoid 😭😭
afterwards texting my best friend about being worried about me “stealing” him when like he left the servers after i cut him off …..
hindsight shows red flags EVERYWHERE yall if you get major side eyes when telling people (and ur therapist) about ur friends run 🏃 run 🏃 run 🏃
THEY WERE SO WHITE !!!!! AHHHH !!!!!
anxiety meds pros:
* less insomnia
* not as mentally exhausted
* thoughts are not cycling through bad things
* less catastrophizing
cons:
* i am so so so so ill :,)
back pain is so so ass everywhere should stop being cold forever
why does tumblr consistently recommend me posts of the genre i keep CLICKING TO NOT!!! AHHH!!!!!
Like I FILTER the TAGS AND WORDS and immediately get hit with a post with slightly different tags but same general topic then i filter THEM and then the cycle repeats .. OR TS ISNT EVEN TAGGED