vonbirden had asked:
L,E,V, and I, for you know c: levi
cw: mentions of childhood trauma, child sexual harassment
L = Location (favorite places to do the do)
The bed. He's the vanilla type, he's not going to be the one to experiment in different places, unless his partner wants, and you definitely won't see him try anything extreme. In the bed it's comfortable (and clean), he doesn't have to worry about his partner's comfort, and the pace is slower and more relaxed.
Where things get really heated though, is against the wall/table cause the height difference irritates him . . .
E = Experience (how experienced are they? do they know what they’re doing?)
Levi's a virgin. Levi's mother, Kuchel, was a prostitute who got pregnant by one of her clients and gave birth to Levi. Before she died, Levi was raised in the brothel she worked at. Being an observant child in a never-changing environment without much information to process, he understood from a very young age how he was born, how his mother earned money, and what sex is. Kuchel, in her efforts to make her child understand what she had been doing wasn't normal, and fearing he might follow her steps, she tried in many ways to make very clear to him how much she suffered from the way she had chosen to lead her life.
After she died, and maybe before that, when Levi was still a young child, I believe ( an analysis I have posted in the past and plan on reposting soon ) he was sexually harassed ( almost but not abused ) by men due to having a frail appearance, resembling that of a young girl.
I think these reasons made him lock anything connected to his sexuality, and throw the key. Levi grew a general repulse towards anything sexual.
It is up to the person he's going to trust with both his life and his body, to unlock those feelings, show him the act of making love is different from what he's known his entire life, and it can be an act of bonding and pleasure, instead of the twisted image he's familiar with.
He has an idea of what he's supposed to do, but not exactly and it's unlikely he'll make any moves first. His partner will have to ease him through it all and teach him what to do.
V = Volume (how loud they are, what sounds they make, etc.)
He doesn't make any sounds. If some escape him, it'll be small sighs and groans, but most of the time, he's completely silent.
I = Intimacy (how are they during the moment? the romantic aspect)
Very focused. He will never take his eyes off his partner. Careful of hurting them, of crossing any boundaries, you will find him being on alert for every single one of his moves. Insecure, especially at first, especially if he's on the lead, in a way he's never been in his entire life (but still, in his own subtle, Levi way). He's much more affectionate than usual, kissing and taking care of his partner, mostly out of guilt ( inexperience ), and to keep himself occupied.
Once it gets easier for him, he'll remain more affectionate than normal, paying his partner too much care. Kissing and eye contact are important, as keeping a slow pace, and satisfying his partner first. His own pleasure always comes last. Even though he's very silent, too much of himself becomes visible, the actual intensity of his emotions being given voice.
