#voxnihilii

[isaacrps]

ok i promise that i’ll get to replies tomorrow!!

[lannistars]

voxnihilii replied to your photo: i did a thing

heart eyes x14057230948

martinskiwrites replied to your photo: i did a thing

youre?? so pretty??

y'ALL R TOO MUCH

[kctmcnamara]

♪▲✿

♪: Open when you can’t sleep

I'd never picture you to have troubles sleeping, Adam. Have you tried counting sheep? Oh God, I'm sorry, I'll stop being stupid, okay? Okay. What's on your mind? Why can't you sleep? Try find the root of the problem, then rectify it -- you'll have nothing left on your mind weighing you down and should drift off with ease. You know, you could always come up to my room instead of answering these questions to yourself, or just skimming over the words without doing anything, right? I know we didn't start out too well...but I'm here, and if it's up to you, I'm always going to be here. Have you tried music? I know when I can't sleep, I just put my earphones in and go off with the fairies, and the next thing I know, it's morning and I can still hear the music coming through. I think this ones an old wives tale, but how about hot cocoa? I don't know, I think I'm rambling now, but I hope something in this letter has helped...or at least made you roll your eyes and chuckle about how lame I can be sometimes, and hey -- the offer is still there to come up, I'm probably awake anyway.

▲: Open when you need a reminder of all the things I love about you

Why are you doubting this? Don't you realize I could go on for hours about all the things I love about you? Clearly, you need this, so sit back and enjoy the ride.

First off, I love how protective you are; even if I didn't at the start, I do now. I get that I'm now involved in what's referred to as the underworld, and that bad things happen, and because of that there's no one else I could ever trust my life with. You keep me alive, Adam. The love I have for you thanks to this alone will never change, ever. This one, you're gonna think is really stupid, but I love it when you snore. Those nights when you fall asleep before me and just have at it. It's not like, an extremely loud, deafening snore -- which in all honesty, I thought you'd have, considering your temper and everything, but it's actually really quiet, and sweet; like how you can be from time to time, and I love it. Your eyes, don't even get me started on your eyes. You know those times when I lose my place when I'm talking, or stutter and go off topic? Yeah, that's cause of your eyes, they're so blue, and it's so easy to get lost in them...which I do more times than I'd care to admit. Your gentle side is something I love most of all -- and I know what you're thinking, but yeah, you are gentle, soft and sweet. I can see it when your eyes linger a little longer, or when you take my hand and cradle it so carefully. It's a better side to you than what I was introduced to, not that that side isn't good or important -- because it is, but you've found better use for your darker side, so that makes me love you, too. Alright, I'm going to stop before this gets too long and embarrassing, but you get the picture, right? I love every part of you, from the good to the bad, to the angry, happy, I love all of it, and all of you.

✿: Open when we’re fighting (and it’s my fault)

Oh boy, I've done it again, haven't I? Can I just apologize now and have everything be okay? No? Ugh, fine. I know I can't control my mouth sometimes, and I know more often than not I don't have a filter, which makes things come out the wrong way, but there are just some things you say and do, too, that set me off. Don't get cranky and scrunch this up, alright? This is because it's my fault, you should be keeping this to refer to when it happens again, because we both know it'll happen again...and again. I don't know why I can't control myself, I guess I'm just a little spitfire that can't be tamed. Come to think of it, our personalities should clash a lot more than what they do, I'm surprised. Anyway, I'm getting off topic, again. I'm sorry. Adam, I really am. I know it's been a while but I'm still adjusting to all this, to you, and how we vibe off each other, but I'm working on it. I like it when we're more normal and getting along rather than fighting. To be honest, it scares me that you can irritate me, and I can frustrate you to the point where your bellowing makes me feel like the house is going to shake and fall down around us, so I'm going to try, okay? And again, I'm sorry...I'll see you at dinner.

[kimmrps-blog]

[ just fuck me up bye ] "I don't want to love you anymore, I want to be happy for once." // "I never loved you." // "I'm getting married tomorrow, and I always thought it would be you standing by my side at the alter." // "Do you know that no one has ever hurt me as much as you have?"

"I don’t want to love you anymore, I want to be happy for once."

It ached inside knowing that she wasn’t happy anymore or that she didn’t want to be with him anymore but it was inevitable. In all honesty, he had no idea what to say to her. He loved her - he was in love with and letting her go was going to be hard, he knew that but he would only let her go just to see her happy even if it wasn’t with him. He looked at the floor as he stood there for a moment before finally speaking up. “If that’s what you really want then go.” He whispered as his eyes slowly met hers. “I want you to be happy, Daisy, I do. It hurts that you don’t think this can work anymore but I would do anything to see you happy even if it’s not with me.” He forced a smile before looking down at the floor once more. “So I’m going to let you go even if it kills me inside.”

"I never loved you."

A small laugh came out of Ryan’s lips as he shook his head. “You really think I’d believe that?” He demanded as he took a few steps towards his now ex-girlfriend. Rubbing his chin, he sighed as he looked at her. “Let’s say, you never did, right? Let’s just say it. If you never did, I’m pretty sure you would have ratted me out to the cops or to other people who want to me dead. If you didn’t, you wouldn’t have helped me, oh, I don’t know, hide various bodies and help me when I needed it. And you definitely wouldn’t have shot that man when he coming after me when I wasn’t looking. I mean I kind of call that love so don’t sit there and say you never loved me when you’ve done so many things that people in love would do so try again, Daisy Robinson.” The tone in his voice was harsh but he was angry that she was trying to deny any feelings for him. “But I mean if that’s what helps you sleep at night with that new guy of yours next to you then you can keep saying that to yourself but don’t say it to me.”

"I’m getting married tomorrow, and I always thought it would be you standing by my side at the alter."

Nodding slightly, Ryan looked away from Daisy as they sat outside the coffee shop. It had been awhile since he had last seen her or even heard from her so the fact that she wanted to arrange this little meeting just to tell him she was getting married kind of pissed him off and upset him at the same time. “Yeah, well…” He cut off as he took a sip of the coffee he had in his hand before setting it down on the table. “It could still be me. If you wanted. I mean, I know you Daisy. I know how much you yearn for someone like me and clearly you still love me if you’re sitting here telling me about your wedding.” He shrugged as he leaned back a bit against the chair he was sitting in. “You know, this whole trying to make jealous thing, would work if I didn’t know you were still in love with me but nice try, Dais. Nice try.” He sighed as he smiled at the blonde that sat in front of him.

"Do you know that no one has ever hurt me as much as you have?"

"Yeah, I know." He mumbled under his breath as he turned to look at her. "I know. I mean I lied to you throughout the entire first part of our relationship and then I dragged you into this life where you really didn’t have a choice and then…" He trailed off as he looked down at the table. "And then things went downhill and I’m sorry. I am." He bit his lip as his eyes focused on his hands rather than looking at Daisy. He was ashamed and he really didn’t want to look at her at that moment. "I really am sorry Daisy. I never meant to hurt you.. I didn’t. It just happened and I know that’s not an excuse but I really don’t have one." He could feel a lump start to form in his throat and he looked at Daisy. "But I love you." He choked out as he kept his eyes on her.

[kimmrps-blog]

do u care that i send u literally every meme oh well ✆♔✘✺

✆ for a morning text

[text]: Morning babe. I'm sorry I didn't make it home last night.[text]: I was just really tired and I didn't want to drive home.[text]: But I'll be there in a few and ready to make you your favorite.

♔ for an angry text

[text]: Honestly.[text]: I don't want to fucking talk about it.[text]: Just drop it.

✘ for a text that should never have been sent

[text]: I would but Daisy's been on my ass lately.

✺ for a saucy text

[text]: Yeah, k and apparently I'M the bad person for lying.

[kimmrps-blog]

✐

8. A goodbye letter.

Dear Daisy, I’m so sorry. I never meant for you to get involved or never know anything about this. I shouldn’t have because I knew it would put you in danger and here we are. You’re in danger and I know you can handle yourself pretty well but if anything were to happen to you, I couldn’t live with myself especially if it was because of me. I love you and I always will. You’re the first girl who i let in and I never let anyone in. I know you’re going to hate me after reading this but just know I’m doing all of this because I love you and I need you to be safe. You won’t be hearing from me ever again or seeing me or ever hear the mention of my name. I’m leaving and I’m never coming back. I left some cash in our - your room. It should help you find a new place or if you want to stay here, pay the rent for as long as you’d like. I love you Daisy Robinson.Also, don’t try looking for me. You’re not going to have any luck.

[kimmrps-blog]

✉

✉ unsent text → I lied..

✉ unsent text → Well I didn't lie I just wasn't honest with you completely again and you're going to hate me for sure this time..

✉unsent text →I wasn't honest with you.

✉unsent text →I don't know what I'm even trying to say. I was honest with you. I just wasn't honest about my feelings. If that makes sense.

✉unsent text →Okay well I enjoy killing. I enjoy doing it. That sounds bad I know but I didn't tell you because then you'd think I really was a psycho and maybe I am. No. I am. I'm sorry.

✉sent text to dais →I'll be home all night. Don't worry. I got my schedule cleared.

[ashleys1x1s]

[text] I’m sorry I’m sorry I’m sorry please just pick up the phone. // [text] I can’t take you seriously when you’re using that many emojis. // [text] Im not drunk eveyone is just blurry

[text] I’m sorry I’m sorry I’m sorry please just pick up the phone.

[text] Wait, what are you sorry about?[text] Addie is everything alright??[text] Call me, you're starting to worry me

[text] I can’t take you seriously when you’re using that many emojis.

[text] First you say I don't use enough, then you say I use too many...[text] I'm just gonna send you a bunch of poop emojis from now on[text] Wait, is there even an appropriate amount of emojis to use?[text] Because you always send me probably about ten every text

[text] Im not drunk eveyone is just blurry

[text] Whatever you say.[text] Where are you, anyway? I don't want you driving home, even if everyone is just blurry.[text] Also you have a job interview tomorrow at 10, so I hope you drink enough water