pin point ; school event au
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To say he was nervous was an understatement. Tensed shoulders, sweaty neck that made his collared shirt stick to his skin, hiccups in between breaths- it didn’t help that the underclassmen were looking at him, a senior, an upperclassmen, funny. The walls seemed to be closing in on him and he was aware of his every movement sprinkled with muttered apologizes when he bumps in people, a dash of guilt for taking up too much space.
Oh no.
Cilan was experiencing his first panic attack on the first day of school. Pokemon were not allowed to roam free during school hours unless you had permission and a hospital slip for therapy pokemon- which he had but was scared of going to the office to turn it in. So he ended up not doing it. And now that school started the chances of him going in, facing the ‘why didn’t you turn this in sooner?’ accusations pushed him further away.
Just. Breathe. Cress and Chili should be in the cafeteria, he repeats to himself over and over, building on what flimsy courage he had left. A hand grabbed his shoulder and the carefully constructed barrier shattered as he nearly jumps out of his skin.
“Ah, uhm- SORRY!” And he ran off, the sound of concerned voices reached out but he barged into the men’s restroom before he could understand. Why? Why did he do that?! It wasn’t a big deal and now he made an even bigger fool of himself! Red-faced and teary eyed, Cilan crouched in the corner of the stinky restroom and sobbed quietly.















