#vsmpfictive

[fictionkinfessions]

I'm sending this after his birthday and it will also be posted after his birthday. In fact, I'm not sure I'll have enough courage to send it at all. Since, there are a lot of "hims" but there is only one who this is meant for.

Two, maybe. The him in my memory is similar to the friend I know now, but not the same, to my relief. It's horrible to say. Him, in my memories, never let me get close. He was pretty hostile all the time. I understand why. Maybe he would have been less hesitant to be as much my friend as I was his if we had more time.

Now. The him that I've met now... is very kind. Too kind to me. He says I am the same but I disagree. There is no finite amount of care I could give him that even comes close to how much I think he deserves.

Happy birthday, Owen. Thank you for being my friend. I wonder if you'll see this.

(VSMP. Tag as fictive please. Not my tag, but 🌻)

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[fictionkinfessions]

This is to all the people from VSMP, every kin, fictive, etc. This message IS for EVERYONE but especially to Pyro and Owen. Here goes: I wanted you to know it was a blast to know you. Whether I was different or not doesn't matter. Not really. In the end we both ended up here. Me, Typing this, and you, reading it. I know we each had differences. I know we all had a goal. Whether or not we achieved those goals is dependent. However. I want you to do me a favor. Take a deep breath. Read these next few lines as many times as you need, but afterwards? Take some time to yourself. Whether you spend it writing, meditating, relaxing, napping, even just scrolling with a smile. Take a moment for you, you've earned it. I am so proud of you. You've made it here right? That's amazing. I hope you know I hold each of you in my memory like treasures. From friend to foe, it's all under the bridge. Live well. I believe in you. You deserve good things. Yes, ESPECIALLY those still hurting. I will miss all of you so dearly. Hold on tight to your friends and loved ones. I love you and miss you, platonically of course.

-An Avid Fictive (VSMP)

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[fictionkinfessions]

I wish that things hadn't turned out the way they did. All the pain, emotional and physical... it could have been avoided, I just know it. But I know now that outcome couldn't have been possible then.

I hope every Owen knows that actions that were done in the past are, in fact, in the past. There's nothing to be done about them now, and we can only move forward into the future. I hope you're doing much better now.

- Dr. Legundo (VSMP, fictive)

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[fictionkinfessions]

Ok real Canonstants this time:

Ex-host was bored one evening mid last september and decided to put on MCYT. and then decided that he wanted something new to watch. So he goes to Dangthatsalongname (Scott Smajor's youtube channel) and sees Vampires SMP.

That was his first mistake! He should have known by then (and certainly knows by now) that even watching something new is enough to form someone new for us! But he was an egotistical idiot and thought he was safe!

He was not. We finished Scott's VSMP Episode 1 and were already speaking in a scottish accent and admittedly concerningly unfocused on anything else. Then we finished Owen's Episode 1 (because, like I said, ex-host was bored).

and then we lost like an hour or so I think worth of time and then he just went "ah fuck. I'm actually Scott Goldsmith & Owen". To which Owen replied, no, actually, *he* was Owen, and he was just Scott and ex-host had ended up having been kicked out of front at some point during that hour we lost.

So that was fun!

-Abolish (vsmp fictive) #💎🗡️🩸

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[fictionkinfessions]

Thank you, Abolish, for what you did for me. You gave me a choice.

- Owen. VSMP Fictive.

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[oakhurst-castle]

Poem 1 The End Comes For Us All By Oakhurst-Castle

Deep within my heart is a lock It rusts and decays with every moment I have a feeling the shackle will shatter The chilling ice of fear is oh so potent

The endless days of family and friends Slam to a halt and come to a close The halls go quiet and the castle goes dark After all, your name; death always knows.

When the lock shatters it'll end me The beast contained will be released When all is said and all is done Will my eternal agony be ceased?

Post decor by: crucifyd

Thank you so much for reading my first attempt at poetry! It was fun and difficult as we haven't really written in a long while... I hope you enjoyed! Remember, the past does not define you. Choose good.

Goodnight for now!

[fictionkinfessions]

I met someone who aligned with one of my sources well. Too well.

He's gone back to calling me "Missy", which is a little ... well. It's not something I'm fond of, that's for sure, but I'd rather he call me that than Lu or whatever nickname.

Sometimes I catch him on his blog. Sometimes he catches me on mine.

Today I don't feel like talking to him. I feel sick. Desperate to run, maybe, like a scared animal. He knows me too well without me telling him.

-L (fictive of VSMP/Vampires SMP, and Cowboys SMP, which is what this ask is about. L is not my name but it is what I will use to sign off.)

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[fictionkinfessions]

Hey so first off, hi Owen, hi Pyro~ welcome to the "the only good ending is if they die" club, it's awful here isn't it? Warning to any not quite caught up yet, our source dropped a new episode and that means new memories!

Avid. You are cared for, loved, and you are different from the man that they said you were. You managed to sprinkle a touch of humanity into a 1200 year old vampire… and it pains me to know what they did. And that, at least in my timeline, they left you in such a horrendous mess of a state.

I'm sorry I didn't stay. To watch you. To ensure nothing happened. I couldn't have known what they were planning… and I hope the way they betrayed you doesn't still affect you now. I miss you.

-Scott Goldsmith (VSMP, fictive)

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