Carlyle frowned. They didnât know how else to answer Wardâs question and dividing their attention between piloting while keeping Hartell semi-conscious, and talking with Ward, all while injured was starting to wear on them.
Who thought up this stupid idea?
Carly almost fumbled their concentration when Hartell abruptly turned and looked directly at them.
â...youâre doing fine sweetie-just concentrate on walking and weâll get you out of here....just relax. donât worry about a thing.â
They had slowed a bit more to give Hartell further instructions and catch their breath, one arm still wrapped around their ribs. Carlyle glanced back at Ward with a shrug.
âDonât know-not a doctor.â they said.
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Rage bubbled to the surface again - and if he hadnât worked his entire life to chain and muzzle that beast, it would have devoured the man standing in front of him.
âYou really donât know it at all. What happens when you find out that drugged, or artificially placid isnât going to get you anything? What happens when you have to let him off his leash to get what you want? That dog will bite the hand that âfeedsâ. You are a fool of the highest caliber.â
Zachariah shook his head and threw his hands up in defeat.
His father had never heard reason. Had never understood people. His sight was far too short and focused entirely on himself.
âI hope you choke on that iron fist you so desperately cling to.â
It was in that moment he sensed a familiar emotional aura - Rayâs âwhitenoiseâ bled out into the world on his worst days and the edges of it brushed against Zachâs own senses. It felt ... wrong... though. Something wasnât right.
But it hurts Ray thought, absentmindedly putting a hand over his own ribs. A phantom pain. It wasnât his own, but what he was reading from Carlyle, but in his current state he didnât have enough awareness to work that out.
He could feel something familiar nearby. No, two familiar readings, though one was filled with a rage that wasnât normally there. If he wasnât currently so detached -even without Carlyleâs influence- then Ray would have quickly been overwhelmed by it. In his current state, he was able to unintentionally read the emotion, but it felt like it was on the other side of a thick fog.
The other reading was a familiar darkness; anger and a strong sense of disappointment that had so many times been directed at himself...
Nonononono, stop walking, stupid legs. Not to him. Anywhere but Bancroft.
The other voice had told him to relax, but how could he, when that darkness was there? How could he when he could feel it clearly even through the fog?
He didnât want to go over there, not like when heâd tried to attack the man and nearly got zapped as a result. Ray wanted to run, but he couldnât.
âI donât need to use the powered control long enough for that to happen, just long enough to get him back to the base!â Bancroft was shouting. âAnd how dare you- you disrespect me?â
âAlright, fine,â Ray heard Ward mutter in response to the one who still seemed to be tightly gripping his wrist.
It didnât matter to Ray though. Not once he heard the familiar crackle of electricity building. He may not have the strength to pull away from Carlyle to run like he wanted, but he did stop short.
NO. Iâm not going over there.