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“[ SMS ] : Is it okay if we meet somewhere? Just the two of us, and then we can pass on this information to our teammates. I know this does sound very sketchy, but I’m only earnestly trying to find these fugitives.”

[SMS: That is okay. However, I am currently in the far west of Tokyo. We could meet around Shinjuku or Shibuya.]

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Sayounara. - keiko&sayuri.

@vxratil Keiko could only stare down at her phone in silence. This order was something that she didn't want to have to face at all. And yet Sayuri was the King for this order. "Why..." she let out but she knew why. Her hands began to tremble when she received the gun that she had to kill her friend with. Memories flooded her head as she stood on the stage in front of everyone. Looking up at the Arashi members and then to all of the other players in the game, she had one thing to say to them. "Your true colors show in this game. I'll never understand your motives.." Then she turned to face Sayuri, her one and only friend in the game. She was empty on the inside, unable to show anymore emotions. She stepped forward and reached out to her first, giving her a tight hug. "Sayu-chan..." she could only say. But it spoke volumes to Sayuri -- of how much Keiko never wanted to hurt her again like the past, how special Sayuri had become to her. All she wanted was to be forgiven. And there was one thing she could never let the King have in this. And that was to erase Sayuri. Raising the gun while hugging Sayuri, Keiko sobbed silently onto her shoulder like a child to her mother. Her heart was pounding loudly in her ears, hug growing tighter in that moment. She swallowed hard in her spot while her finger played with the trigger. She didn't want to do it but she knew Sayuri would want to die by her hands. The sound of the trigger went off, not once but twice. First, a bullet through Sayuri's head. Goodbye.. And then one for herself. My friend..

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if only - keiko&ren. (au)

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The buzzing excitement from all of the people around her was the usual commotion she heard every day on her college campus. Keiko didn't pay any mind to them as she had other things to focus on. She was nothing but a twenty year old waiting for her 21st birthday to come along then she would transition into the adult that she wanted to be. There was a lot that she wanted to do with her life, things that she already had planned out like how she wanted to be a lawyer because her passion for winning and her determination would be great on cases. 

While all of that seemed nice, there was one small problem that she had. And as she went to sit down at her usual table, she knew what she would be faced with again today: her unrequited love. Nonetheless, she felt in her heart that she was determined to tell him today, just like any other day she tried and failed, about her feelings. Taking out her food to eat, she waited for him to show up because naturally, they were friends that always had lunch together during their free time.

Lunch time was their way of getting off whatever was on their mind. She was seated at a bench table outside, trees swaying around her while people passed the table carrying on with their day. Keiko looked around for Ren a few times, making sure he was coming as her heart pounded quickly a few times.

Okay, Keiko... today is the day. No chickening out this time... tell him!

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What I’m afraid of .. Not being able to inspire people in a positive way. Currently that’s my biggest fear and insecurity.

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CLINGS ONTO @vxratil T___T

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blackhole ; rowan&sayuri -.

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There was chanting going on, verbal insults being thrown his way as he could not handle it anymore. The abuse, the torture and the pain were all too much for him to take. His name is Rowan and the reason he always felt pain was because he was a dhampir, a being that was not happily welcomed among the purebreds of his clan. It is said to be that having human blood mixed with vampire blood was unnatural and disgusting among purebreds. That's why dhampirs often suffered the most from their own kind. 

He was only a mere little boy who was abandoned by his human mother. He had his father around but it seemed like this was all just a way to help Rowan man up by going through this torture alone. In the end, he felt no love from anyone or anywhere. The slam of the rocks upon his skin, the smell of the fire coming closer to him, and the menacing glares and heartless laughter coming from the crowd of people joining in on hurting him had made him reach his breaking point. 

Managing to find an escape, he got up and winced from the bruises forming upon his skin as he ran. All he could do was run in one direction, opposite from his home and the growing mob of vampires. That's the only thing he knew how to do at this point. Rowan softly cried to himself, finding it hard to see because a lot of the pain was from being hit in the face. He didn't understand why nobody would love him.

All he wanted was to have a friend. 

Running straight out of his village, he heard the people chant to never come back and to die a lonely death. Rowan kept his head lowered, entering into the dark depths of the forest. The silence was more comforting than anything else as he found himself to be lost at that point. Once he was far away, he collapsed to the ground and sobbed straight into the dirt immediately. All he could do at this point was wait for death to sweep him away from this cruel world.

However, he heard a rustling noise coming from a bush nearby as he cleared away some of his tears and looked up with fear in his eyes. He wasn't sure what was in the bushes because he had never been outside of his village before. The little dhampir boy rubbed at his eyes, sniffling as moving was quite useless at this point. "H-Hello...?"

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skilaboðin ~ natsu&yuuto 🌙

@vxratil Ibuki Natsu was often alone at school, only speaking up when she needed to. Natsu didn't have friends but only strangers with faces she wouldn't bother to remember when they were to part ways. That's how she felt about any environment she was in -- people who were only temporarily there, ones she wouldn't have to see again in the future. There was no point in establishing a relationship with anyone. It was pointless. Nothing seemed to make her want to engage in anything. In class, she would only stare out the window and watch the clouds roam by. And this is exactly what she was doing in her English class right now, not paying attention to the lesson at all. This caught the attention of her teacher who decided to speak with her after class. "Natsu, why don't you try this pen pal program? I don't see you talking much but maybe writing is better for you. You don't have to see the person either as you socialize with them through letters." he said, handing her a flyer. The girl quietly took the flyer and walked out of the classroom without a word. Staring hard at the flyer, her teacher did bring up a good point: she wouldn't have to see the other person. It was only writing. Nothing was going good for her in life so she didn't think much of it. There was a lot on her mind but no kne to say it to. She decided to sign up for the program but only to help with her writing, not to get close with anyone. It's not like this would get deep or anything... or so she thought. And this would be the start of how she came to know the boy named Yuuto.