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[malefilmica]

Waifu Aesthetics Club - Request-A-Waifu • Zero Two Edition

[malefilmica]

• Waifu Aesthetics Club •  Request-A-Waifu's -  Mikasa Ackerman Edition

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Waifu Aesthetics Club -  Official Member Cards

[colormylifewiththecoloroft-blog1]

Let it Free

I'm learning how to be truly strong, I'm letting things go.

As they say: If it has to be yours, It'll find a way to go back to your arms.

[colormylifewiththecoloroft-blog1]

Fool's song

I fell in love

I fell for the abstract

I fell in love for the words,

My eternal love

I enjoy the lies between the lines

I drown in the swears without sight

I call the heaven cause I cannot fight 

Against the words you said between the lines.

[colormylifewiththecoloroft-blog1]

Suicidal Genius

Lately, I have become such a huge fan of Sylvia Plath's quotes and poems, she was a suicidal genius and it is very amazing to observe how geniality is linked up to the wish of death. If we take a look there is a huge list of genius artists and writers who commits suicide or have a weird behavior, but what makes these people have this kind of desire? I think writing or doing any kind of art is something very liberating, when I write I feel exceptionally good or when I'm doing aerial arts. I suffered with depression for one year and it must seem very strange, but when I had depression I can say that I felt more inspired to write, I could write 24/7 and still have creativity. Writing or making any kind of art takes you to another world, it is like you aren't yourself anymore, it is very sad that such a beautiful thing sometimes is linked up to something sad and devastating. Anyway, when you find that you can be creative when you are free of sad feelings it is heaven on earth, I wish all the artists and writers could find it out and continue inspiring people through their books and paintings.

[colormylifewiththecoloroft-blog1]

Machine of Little Monsters

Some days ago I start to think about children, I’m a teacher and I have to deal with them, I must say that when I started teaching I hated giving classes to them, but I started to see how fascinating they are.

I used to say that childhood was something that I've never had, but well as everyone had I also did and I miss how I was. What I'm trying to say is that when you look inside a child's eyes you see purity, innocence, I mean this child don't know how cruel world is until she be forced to deal with different people who aren't their parents (who also turn them into little monsters).

A child is clean, free of prejudgments, but when this child is "thrown" to the world, she changes completely. One of the reasons for saying that I've never had childhood it is that I saw how children were when they were about 5-10 years old, full of prejudgments and selfishness. I won't say I was a good child, because actually I let myself be what the another children were for some time and maybe I caused a kind of trauma in a kid, but neither me nor the other children were like this because we chose being like this, the world taught us and this "line'' is so wrong. 

Ultimately, I came to the conclusion that I can't be a mother since I would protect my child from everything and everyone. I think society is such a huge monster and I've got this repulse about people, I wish my sister or my cousin could remain as a child forever, people in general should never grow up.

[colormylifewiththecoloroft-blog1]

Não sou uma pessoa impulsiva, apenas não aceito a despedida. Não a quero, rejeito o fato de alguém ter que partir de alguma forma, algum dia, alguma hora.

O pior da despedida é o medo de apenas lembranças remanescerem na tua mente e não retornarem de forma real.

Não a aceito, rejeito-a!