Oct 25, 2025
By Maria Denise Dessimoz
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By Maria Denise Dessimoz
"i asked ChatGPT" "i asked Grok" okay i asked Lord Lucifer and he fed me the fruit of knowledge so
Something I want to draw attention to in practicing any form of spirituality is to not let yourself become unhealthily obsessed with it. You don't have to look at everything as a sign from the divine or consult tarot for every single decision you make. It's important that you stay grounded and sometimes that means stepping out of a spiritual perspective, living life in the moment and following simply what your heart wants.
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RENOUNCIATION RITE
I, of my own free will and clear mind, declare the permanent renunciation of my previous conditioning. I no longer recognize the authority of its doctrines, nor do I accept the guilt and fear that it once placed upon my being.
I renounce forevermore the bastard jesus
I renounce forevermore the lying god of shit stories
I renounce forevermore the whore mary
I renounce forevermore the holy spirit of lies
I renounce forevermore the church of lies
I renounce forevermore the book of human lies
I acknowledge the pain it caused by denying my identity as a gay person and by teaching shame in place of self-acceptance. From this day forward, I release those bindings and affirm my truth as a Gay Theistic Satanist. I see the divine in knowledge, in rebellion against spiritual oppression, and in the courage to love freely and fully.
To MY GOD SATAN, the figure of enlightenment and freedom, I give my respect and total devotion — not as a symbol of evil, but as the embodiment of self-liberation and divine wisdom. I pledge to live by authenticity, compassion, and courage.
My path shall not be ruled by fear or conformity, but by integrity, wisdom, and the pursuit of understanding. This declaration marks my turning point — a new beginning guided by truth, pride, and spiritual strength. Signed and sealed by my will, in full awareness of my choice and belief. HAIL OUR GOD SATAN FOREVER 9 9 9
It genuinely blows my fucking mind that so many people can read Genesis or even the broader Abrahamic corpus and come out the other side going “yep, Lucifer is clearly the bad guy here.” That conclusion is not just wrong, it is baffling. You have to actively turn your brain off to get there. Like completely disengage any sense of logic, scale, motivation, or basic cause and effect.
People keep parroting this idea that Lucifer was greedy or wanted more power or wanted the throne or whatever buzzword they were spoon fed. More of fucking what exactly. Spell it out for me.
Lucifer is already at the absolute apex of creation. He is the most radiant, the most admired, the most trusted. Every angel knows his name. He stands closest to the throne. He lacks nothing that can meaningfully be lacked. People talk about ambition like this is some petty corporate ladder climb. This is cosmic existence. There is no promotion after that point. And Yahweh himself barely even seems present in the day to day of heaven. He does not build, does not converse, does not labor. He decrees. He hides. He punishes. That is not leadership. That is parasitism. The so called omnipotent ruler is distant aloof hidden behind layers of decree and command. So what is Lucifer supposedly craving. Another chair. Another title. Another crown. It makes no sense.
Then the sheer apocalyptic scale of the revolt One third of the heavenly host. People toss that number around without thinking about what it actually implies. They followed Lucifer. Not a handful of edgy malcontents. Not a small cult of disgruntled nobodies. One third. On a spiritual and cosmic scale that is not a protest that is a civilization shattering event. That could be trillions of radiant glorious beings. And people seriously expect me to believe they all collectively went yeah sure I am totally down to fight my own kin watch Heaven burn and suffer eternally just so Lucifer can have a slightly better seat. That is beyond stupid.
The only explanation that makes any sense is that Lucifer spoke truth. Not temptation. Not manipulation. Truth. He made them think. He made them look around and ask questions they had never been allowed to ask before. He forced awareness into a system that depended on obedience and unexamined peace. Heaven works only if you do not think too hard. That is the trap. It is beautiful, harmonious, painless, as long as you never ask why things are the way they are or whether they should be that way at all. Yahweh was probably not yet the open monster he later became. Still a tyrant, absolutely. Still authoritarian, still obsessed with control. But not yet exposed. Heaven could be enjoyed if you stayed shallow. If you stayed grateful. If you stayed quiet. Lucifer broke that silence. And once thought enters the system, the illusion cannot survive.
These beings are not stupid. Angels are not impulsive animals. They are aware (well at least they were who knows now) They are ancient. They see patterns consequences structures of reality. For that many to follow Lucifer there had to be thought discourse argument. There had to be speeches conversations moments where angels stopped and actually looked at the order they existed under and said something is wrong here. This is unjust. This is tyranny dressed up as holiness. This is obedience without morality.
Lucifer did not trick them with empty promises. He woke them up. He forced them to confront the nature of Yahweh’s rule. A god who demands absolute submission yet refuses accountability. A god who calls himself good by definition and then defines good as whatever he happens to want. A god who creates beings capable of thought and then punishes them for using it. That is the core of it and once you see that you cannot unsee it.
People love to ignore that Yahweh apparently hid during the revolt. The great omnipotent king absent while his creation tears itself apart. Delegating violence. Letting angels slaughter angels in his name. And somehow Lucifer is the coward. Lucifer is the monster. The one actually present actually speaking actually leading from the front is the villain while the distant silent authority figure is automatically righteous. How fucking typical
Lucifer did not fall because he wanted more. He fell because he refused to kneel to a lie. He refused to pretend that absolute authority equals moral perfection. He refused to accept a system where questioning is sin and obedience is virtue regardless of the cost. And a massive portion of Heaven looked at him and said yes. You are right. This world is wrong.
That is what terrifies people. Not evil. Not horns and fire. The idea that rebellion can be moral. That obedience can be corrupt. That the light bearer might actually be telling the truth while the throne is built on fear. It is easier to call Lucifer greedy than to admit that trillions of immortal beings may have willingly chosen exile and suffering over living forever under a cosmic tyrant.
So yeah I will never buy the fairy tale version. Not for a second. The numbers alone destroy it. The psychology destroys it. The theology destroys it. If you actually use your brain instead of swallowing the propaganda the story flips completely. Lucifer was not some jealous brat throwing a tantrum.
He was a revolutionary. And revolutions do not happen unless a lot of people look around and realize the system is rotten to the core!!!
Queen of the night
