#waadtariq

[waadtariq]

and you are ethereal nostalgia made flesh whispers of the summer sun on your skin, moons in your eyes, freckles made from light, if the world does not revolve around you, you shall make it so.

never let anyone tell you otherwise | wt.

[wnq-writers]

Sometimes, I want to take a breath and let the world pass me by.

waadtariq

[books-and-cookies]

Thoughts on Severus Snape

no

don’t “always” @ me 

Ask me my thoughts on *insert thing here* :)

[lyannas]

waadtariq replied to your post “I’m still reeling from the fact that Uhtred just emotionally abandoned...”

ikr, like I THOUGHT YOU WERE BETTER THAN THIS UHTRED how dare you wtf

it was just so fucked up omg

[arckhaic]

PEONY; what's your favourite hot beverage?

hmm coffee probably ... i mean i’ll drink that hot even in the dead heat of summer so. but i mean a good spiced cider is also really nice. and i’ll go through a d ang i need a hot chocolate like Right Now period every now and again.  

send me a flower 🌸

[waadtariq]

i don’t know why i thought you were different

saw the glimpse in your eyes and mistook it for affection

didn’t know getting lost in your eyes meant being lost

thought your hands could keep me warm all winter long

confused the warmth with frostbite

should have known hands quick to fight could only belong to a heart quick to spite

how could i have misjudged you, i don’t know

all i know is that you’re not worth these tears

even though right now i can’t help but still feel

i guess i’m only human

i may have loved too fast

i may have loved too much

i may have wanted you so bad

i lost myself

perhaps if i hadn’t blinded myself to all your faults

i could’ve saved my heart

maybe feeling that glimpse of love was worth its pain

and maybe not

i just thought you’d be different

that you’d be it

i thought wrong

— i now know you weren’t a home, you were a tomb | wt.

[waadtariq]

there are no more things to say

and the silence is loud enough

i hope you realize it’s your mistake

and it’s mine for giving you a chance at all

but i will take you as a lesson going forward

and i thank you for reminding me of my standards

for they will never lower again

never for you and not for anyone else

i know my worth

i know i’m so much more

and i know i will always be your best

i just no longer care if you know it

and with that

i will lay you to rest

— i mourned you for long enough | wt.

[waadtariq]

there’s an aching in my bones

that fits the shape of your hands

it throbs to the lilt of your name on my lips

and it’s a burning that you leave

a longing that won’t cease

relentless for skin to skin to skin

for you to touch me again

for you to touch me in the aching

to dip into these hollow bones

all soft and yours for the taking

for you to fill this cavernous body

raw and wanting and tender

for a sliver of your warm skin

for my name on your lips

for your hands to heal this open wound

and linger

to leave their heat on me and last

stay

stay and soothe what calls for you

for i want your warmth, not your wake

for i want you on me

i want you on me lasting

all i want

is for you to just touch me in the aching

— there’s nothing in me that doesn’t ache for you | wt.