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[pka13]

#Waitingforplayers #nintendojapanexpo2017 #japanexpo (à Japan Expo)

[akubami]

Luden's Echo

I was wondering what poeple thought of Luden's Echo after being able to try it out in live. Also if they wanted to make it a lower tire of ap item, what should they do?

[apersnicketylemon]

Hey was just wondering if you could share some of your sources on the "stamens"(sp) your making.

you need to be much more specific, I have made thousands of statements on this blog. I'm going to assume you mean Gandhi and Mother Teresa though. Go look at my tag because I'm done answering this exact ask over and over every time that post blows up.

[lindeun-archive]

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what the fuck part of "don't reblog or i'll literally murder you" is so hard for you to understand you inconsiderate cumwad

[akubami]

A letter i wrote last night at 3 am

Hey, i started a very long rant that i was saying, about my life then the page refershed, so ya sorry if this makes no sence but im going to start from the start.

as you probably know by now im some what obsessed with league of legends, to the point where its kind of unhealthily, not the kind where it takes over you life, but the kind where it ruins it. yet at the same time i know this, there is nothing that is more filling. there has not been a video game that has not board me after 2 mouths, with the exception of maple story. but league and maple story have one big thing in common, there away changing. session 4 is coming to league and maplestory is probably having some kind of event. there is something that is aways going on in thous comunties. with all my games that i get invested in, i find my self determining my self worth by how good i am at them. like darksouls a game that i was played almost souly for a mouth and a half, i got great at PvE and well i was wondering exploring the new environments and discovering bosses i was happy and life was good. i saw my self as someone who was good at PvE, not the best, but good. i saw may self as something, but 2 mouths later what do i have to show for it? a hacked game, one unhacked charter and 3 hacked to try things out. who even with the 4 lvl 200+ charters is going to care other them my self? i dont know any one else that plays dark souls.i dont know any one that is one of my real friends that play video games. i know no one who i can compare my self two.

most people us there hobbies as there tools to measure there self worths, like a artist, so matter how good they are there still creating something. even if its bad, they will still say that it took outer people years to get where they are at. for video games is dost take that long, oh you completed a video game that no ones herd of? good for you now look at the fan fic of roxy and john. there goes all your self worth down the drain. who cares about something that is not tangible, something that you cant see, something that they don’t know about. how can you value your self when you don’t know what to measure?

what else could you use for you self worth? hobbies, friends, school, jobs, impact. with school and jobs i kind of suck at them so i cant use them, impact is very hard to measure. friends thou is tricky, more then the rest of them. to measure your self by your friends you have to measure your self by a scale that changes with the other party mood. this would be a lot like painting with paint that changed color. relying on someone else to deturm how much you are are valued in the world and weather you should thou your self off a cliff seams kind of wrong to me. it feels to attached to clinging to the other person.

What about my room mate? i know he sites in here all the time, doing fuck all on his computer. i have seen him scroll thou Google earth, range his iTunes and clean all in one night. where dose he get the motivation to do all this? where dose he put him self in that value of self worth? what is his scale based on, im pretty shure its based on his past experiences, what he has done, and planing on what he will do. his self worth is tied to the planes he makes of the future. his answer to the question what have i done with my 18 years, is see the world. for me, its beating video games on there hardest setting, great. im did so much more for the world then he did. what about the fucture? well i dont plan ahead, so on less i can see something, or if i can see the potinal then there is now way i can be happy.

becose what have i done with my small ass like so far? what can i do with it? get a wife, a house, then what? kids? grow old die? great that sounds like so much fun, lets go be my grandparents. what make me different from all other people in this world? the lack of a dream, no i would say a dream makes you different.

i dont even know what the question is any more, and im misspeling becouse, i think i should go to bed, sorry its so long, i hope you found a point, any ways good night

W8ing for players

[pocket-chibz]