#walkingblind

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Waxing Cresent

I had an episode the other day? For me its normal but i try to keep that away from others.

I had a freaking meltdown. My dad was yelling at me and I can be very annoying and he made me feel like he didn't trust me and like im just some fuck up that doesnt have a clue .

So i made him feel the same. I yelled the same phrase over and over and over like a broken record and the whole time i was a million miles away. Im pretty sure i looked psycho i could see it in my dad's eyes he was unmatched and it would be better to surrender. But it feels great to scream out every once in a while. Makes me want to do it again it felt good to aggravate someone other than myself. Gives them a taste of a second in my head... don't fuck with me.

XOXO 😊

[royalstargazingaddict]

Waxing Crescent

Do you ever lay in bed and imagine your death a hundred different ways?

I imagine I'm on a mountain with a view breathtakingly beautiful and I feel even and my mind is clear. Then I let go. And. Fall... and in that moment nothing matters.

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Is it too much to ask that you use your turning signal? Like damn, I'm sure neither of us wants to have to pull over or deal with insurance companies because I rear ended you because I didn't know you were turning... ugh.

[royalstargazingaddict]

Waxing Cresent

Tennessee Williams said "We all live in a house on fire, no fire department to call; no way out, just the upstairs window to look out of while the fire burns the house down with us trapped, locked in it."

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Full Moon

Day just started and im begging for it to be over! Ughh!

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Waxing Gibbous

I enjoy the little things that make me smile. Its like sprinkles on a pile of shit. But at least its colorful

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First Quarter

Depression sucks. 

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First Quarter

If I didn't have to work today, id never left my room.