#walledoffheart

[fromkenari]

@walledoffheart from here

Magnus was not tipsy alone. Alec’s cheeks were blushing pink from all the cocktails he had, which was probably why he was loose enough to even ask the question, but still, he wanted to know.

“I think I can handle it,” Alec said confidently before sipping his drink again and then eying Magnus. “It would help me to know what you think about at least some of the time,” he gently guilted his warlock husband.

[headofalicante]

@walledoffheart

Alec walked into his room after Jace returned from his mission. His mind still reeling from his own personal situation.

 Cold.

It did not matter how long he had lived here it felt different. It will never be the same just like it’s inhabitant. 

Devoid of life. 

Alec grabbed his leather jacket from a nearby chair and left. The door slamming behind him. He had to get out of there. Alec may have seemed put together on the outside, but on the inside he was shattered into many unrecognizable pieces.

Regret.

Did he really do the right thing? Yes. Magnus must have had his powers back by now. He is surely happier. After all he continued to remind Alec how much his magic meant to him. Alec’s love would never be able to fill a hole so big. 

Whole.

Something that Alec will never be again. As he walked the streets of New York he eyes locking on every couple that he passed. So much irony. He never noticed others when he had Magnus, but now it was as if they were rubbing their merriment in his face. Deep down he knew that was not the case.

Empty.

That was exactly how Alec Lightwood felt. He sat on a bench in Central Park and placed his face in his hands. The memories of what was and what could have been all came rushing in at once like a hurricane as he looked down at the Lightwood family ring. 

[alwaysbeenraphael]

@walledoffheart

He’d gotten into an fight. Some hot headed wolf that pushed the right buttons. As he got back onto his feet realized the wolf had vanished? That’s when he spotted Magnus and it clicked. Nobody would stick around to fight with the warlock there. Brushing the dirt off. “I didn’t start it-.” 

[aleclightwoodworld-blog]

Reconnected.

Alexander Gideon Lightwood... or as many called him, Alec. He didn't know where his life had gone wrong. He remembered standing at the alter in front of Lydia and his family and friends. No one but Izzy knowing that he didn't want to go through with the wedding. He didn't love Lydia, sure she was ok as a friend. But Alec felt something towards a certain warlock.. a warlock that never dared to show up. So as the years went by, Alec and Lydia moving to Idris together. He thought he would forget Magnus, but it never happened. Even as he laid in bed with his wife, his thoughts were on the man and wondering what he was up too after so many years.  

After one unsuccessful mission, Alec lost her. Lydia risked her life for her partner while out on the field and was killed. Leaving Alec and their one year old son, Theodorus. Or Theo for short.  He had been taking care of a broken arm that was taking way to long to heal and looking after Theo. But once he found out about Lydia's death. Alec, along with the help of his sister Izzy and his Parabatai Jace. They packed his things and moved back to New York. There Alec had his own room and everything he would need for Theo. His families support, even though he liked Lydia. He wasn't devastated and heartbroken at her death. He would miss her dearly. But he knew he had to be strong for his son.

One afternoon, sitting in the control room with Izzy and Max, watching his sister with her godson. Alec felt a chill run down his spine as he heard Jace and Clary speak in hushed voices about a few special  guests on their way to the institute. @walledoffheart

[devilsxinthedetails]

@walledoffheart

     “ You’re staring. “

[koalapositivity]

Anon said:

@walledoffheart is an amazing Magnus and all around wonderful person. I know that they doubt themselves sometimes, but I want them to know that there are people out there that would miss them greatly if they left. They are an excellent addition to the Shadowhunters RP fandom.

[archerrunes]

@walledoffheart

Apparently, an important part of apartment searching was trying out new beds to see what would be perfect for the home. At least, according to Magnus that was an important, which is how they were now in Egypt looking at the finest beds and Alec didn’t know what to make of the prices since he’d never paid for anything in any country, but he was pretty sure that Magnus was pulling no punches on luxury because every bed Alec tested, he could have melted into. Magnus didn’t seem satisfied, though, so they kept looking.

“These are really nice mattresses,” Alec commented as he laid on one and traced the pattern on the pillow top with his finger. “Did you go to this much trouble for your last bed?” he wondered. He then flopped onto his back and sighed. “Are you just as decisive on bedding and linens?” he teased with a soft chuckle. He couldn’t believe they were moving in together. This was amazing.

[laurelsalexis]

magnus bane in 1.01 “the mortal cup”