3:00AM - Jihoon
(Admin: Sxng, I hope you meant the soloist and not the treasure boy)
You lean against the wall you are sitting against turning up towards the stars in the sky. Your phone screen lights up reminding you that you are in a call with Jihoon still despite the silence that fell between the two of you. Jihoon is still awake, you assume at least, he usually will not fall asleep during a call. Even the silence between you is comforting, though, you would not have it any other way.
“Are you still looking at the sky?” Jihoon asks pulling you from your thoughts, you hum in response moving your phone to your lap.
“The stars are really clear up here,” you mutter softly, glancing down towards your phone screen, “can you see them from your dorm?”
“Not really, the building across blocks my view mostly,” he sighs, you can hear the shifting of his curtains.
A silence falls between the two of you again. There is a creeping feeling climbing up your spine this time, the silence feels different, to you at least. You press yourself closer to the wall behind you attempting to ease your suddenly worried mind.
“Y’N,” Jihoon calls out to you, “I like you,” he says much softer.
“I know,” you murmur rolling your lips together, “but you know-” he cuts you off.
“-I know, I just wanted to say it,” he rushes, “sorry,” he mutters, “I shouldn’t have said it.”
“It’s not that I don’t like you Jihoon, it’s just, I want a normal life,” you sigh, “I can’t be the reason you hold yourself back from your dreams so it’s just best for us, to stay like this.”
He sighs: “Yeah, Y’N, it’s late so I’m just going to end the call, you should get some rest.”
“I’ll talk to you tomorrow, Jihoon.”
“Yeah,” he says softly.
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