#wardenblues

[witchtrix]

some doodles for friends! ;v; tysm for letting me draw them, it was a good spontaneous exercise!! Pseudah @silenthillcoffeebeans, Imani @elfyourmother, Rose @blkwonderwoman, Virelle @bunabi, Desdemonda @sorcierecat, Nyssa @wardenblues, and Nadjie @darthpuuta ♥

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[goth-cow-gf]

@wardenblues replied to your post: [[MOR] anyway, i’m sick of seeing happy straight...

same tbqh

like, it feels so bad bc i’m not out to my parents, who i live with, and they’re more than a little casually homophobic and even if i did come out to them and they accepted it, i would not be at all comfortable bringing a girlfriend around them.

and, like, theoretically i could date a guy but i’m not at all interested in that

[skelecola]

wardenblues replied to your post: question: how pathetic is it to go to the movies...

not pathetic at all

cool cause i live not very far from a movie theatre and honestly... like i miss out on movies i wanna see just asking around for someone to go with me

me and my grandma used to go to the movies all the time but now she’s on oxygen and her tanks only last two hours

[sephirajo]

wardenblues

  wardenblues  Uggggh the hollow...

:( i’m sorry, that must have been really rough. how’s your son? or was it your ex’s son? i can’t remember sorry

The whole thing that kicked this off was him basically getting kidnapped by his abusive as shit grandparents because I’m “not his real mother” and now he won’t talk to me which I think might be on them through financial abuse and the like :/  He seems to be doing okay when I check in on him via facebook because they won’t let him talk to me and that’s about all I can ask for now... he’s 18 if I try to report anything I’ll just get the whole ‘he’s old enough to make up his own mind’ spiel. 

The whole thing nearly wrecked Vivi and she’s been in therapy about it for awhile now. :( 

Just yeaaaah.  Things went all sorts of sideways.  Right now I’m helping Chuck get out to where there’s better mental health services and we have a ton of friends and then... well... I have Vivi to focus on at least. :)  But my anxiety disorder ate my life for awhile. I still am having a hard, hard time writing with the wall of suck in front of me (you know thinking I  suck, all that fun stuff <_<) and I’m trying to get more medication and stuff for it because well, it’s gotten even worse with all the extra stress and I nearly had a complete mental breakdown the night Trump “won” the election.

[malelavellan]

8 and 13 for the gay meme :O

8. opinion on nap dates?

I would say “amazing i could sleep whenever” but I have no room bc ive been up since Sunday... but they are amazing

13. what is a misconception you had about lgb people before you realized you were one?

I’m trying to think... the only gay person I knew growing up was a pretty effeminate man who was also HIV+, and even though he was friends w/ my aunt she was a terrible person and would talk about him behind his back, and assert he was “a standard”. Take from that what you will.

side note: the dude is a pure sweetheart and him being gay helped me realize being gay wasn’t some othering thing, like the church and kingdom hall taught me.

[kunstpause-archive]

wardenblues replied to your post “wardenblues replied to your post “in all seriousness: I don’t want...”

cause gal gadot is israeli and supports israel? (i swear i'm not trying to bait you i just am trying to learn more about the issues w her besides what i already know)

I just linked an article right before I made the post that summarised all the issues I’ve been having with her quite well.

[carolxdanvers]

wardenblues replied to your post “im geting my first tattoo tomorrow n im nervus lol”

oo where are you getting it?

on my wristttttt, it’s gonna be a harry potter tattoo 

[goth-cow-gf]

@wardenblues replied to your post: @wardenblues i just found out today that my...

I’m sorry, I know how shitty it feels to not be invited :(

yeah, it definitely sucks. i’m trying not to let it get me down too much, but it’s just the latest in a trend and that... doesn’t feel good.